you know it sucks when shit happens

9th January 2010

Saturday

Last night

As I went out from my bedroom to grab a can of yogurt from the refrigerator

My grandma came out

I mean, she was sleeping and it well past midnight already

But she came out

So suddenly and unnoticed

And all she said was, "The guy you went out with, your grandpa saw him at the LRT station. I've warned you and you are still so stubborn. Up to you what you wanna do la!"

I was like, what the hell man?

Urgh

I didn't say anything

Trying to explain means you are hiding something and trying to prove that it is not right

But keeping quiet means that you don't deny it either

So what the hell?

I kept quiet

Oh crap

Whatever you wanna think

I'm 18

I'm not being selfish or trying to prove that I don't need your care or whatever or trying to tell you to stay out of my business

I totally didn't mean that

I just thought, maybe you should be more open-minded and understand that you had been through youth before and you definitely know how it was like to you

Those emotions and stuff

But I guess you just don't

Hmm

And why were you so damn angry at me?

As though I've done something terrible or what

Urgh

I understand but I don't at the same time

What the heck man

=/

My day was ruined

My mood sucked

Totally

Like I said

When good things turn bad, it just feels like SHIT

That was how I felt last night

Hmm

Worse is expected

xoxo just for you