Thursday, February 16, 2012

a romance from St. Andrews


If I never watched, I never knew. 
If I never knew, I wouldn't be loving it so much right now.




This was what I indulged myself in last night. I have to admit though, Prince William is so much more good-looking in this movie! I'm practically falling head over heels with him already. :D


Scenes from it have been running through my mind repeatedly today. It's just lovely, lovely to be able to have such a film to watch on the lives of this amazing couple. Yes, it may not be entirely true but it gives us a glimpse into the struggles and emotions that they face, just like we normal people do.


That is why I love happy endings so much. I love seeing people happy. I love seeing the smiles on their faces. I love how two people can look into the eyes of the other and understand the message conveyed without uttering a single syllable. I love how a simple and tender kiss on a girl's hand would be everything to make her day. I love how a guy is willing to get down on one knee and ask the lifetime-worth question. I love seeing the reaction of a girl's face when the love of her life proposes to her. I love how a guy would slip a diamond ring softly onto the finger of his beloved. I love the 'I do's. 


I love the story of William and Catherine. :)


Both in movie, and in real life. 


William and Catherine's romance is a fairytale. Let me believe in this fairytale.


"I promise I will always love you, and I will protect you until the day I die." - Prince William




P.S. This Kate looks a tad bit like Nina Dobrev. Or so I feel. ;)

He who opens the way



Life is really not a bed of roses. Sometimes, you get stuck in a situation that you have no clue how to get yourself out. You struggle, and you are in deep conflict with yourself between your heart and your mind. The one above will tell you to do what you should do, what you are supposed to do and ultimately, what the society expects you to do. Then that of intuition reminds you of who you are hidden underneath the layer of pretence, calling and urging out to you to save yourself from sinking deeper and deeper into an endless abyss. 

But decisions are usually hard to make, if not always. It seems to me as if it's a constant tug of war between 'should' and 'want'. You understand that you are obliged to do it, but it's not what you really want. Otherwise, you are not supposed to do it and yet it's so clear how much you really want to do just that. Responsibilities, duties, everything.


Somehow, I got myself into a situation as that. It took every ounce of perseverance to stay afloat. Because I know, I know I cannot just declare my dislike, walk away with my head held high and always escaping from something that is imminent in life. At one point or another, the time will come for us to grow up. Become mature and not to give up so easily anymore. Oh, it'll definitely come. But right now, I'm still pushing my way through. 


I was at a crossroad, debating with the sensibility and happiness. Had I finally came to a decision, I do not know. One thing I know is, God is here with me. He was, He is, and He will. I'm now relieved. You will too, if you ever happen to encounter a situation like this. Believe, and you will. ;)


Let your guard down, let your worries flow as far away as they want to, for God will always be with you. 

Shoo! Shoo! Life still rocks after all! 

Cause it's beautiful. :)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

love, loved, lovely day


14th February, that time of the year again. Chocolates, bouquets of stunning red roses, lavish dinner, super-sized cuddly bears, heart-shaped balloons, what else? Well, at least those are the ones that come into my mind right now.

Sadly, it doesn't have that much significance to me this day. I don't know, perhaps it's my work and all. But still that shouldn't be an excuse. So it was a pretty good sight when I was on my way home after work. Caught a glimpse of a lady with a bouquet of flowers in her hand. And that sight, brought a smile to my face. It really did. ;D

I think that was really sweet. Coming from someone who has never fancied receiving flowers as a gift, I now find it giving a much deeper significance to the receiver. Some may find this boring, some may think unnecessary, some would be over cloud nine even if it's only a stalk of rose she receives. How amazing it is, isn't it? Just a simple gift like that is able to cast away the rain and bring on sunshine and rainbow. It's a beautiful thing to do, really. ;)


Beautiful. Just like snow falling gracefully upon pedestrians. Just like the two phone booths become the company to the other.

Then I saw another lady with a bouquet of roses. I'm pretty sure they were roses. I mean, they have the colour of roses. ;D And then another girl with another bouquet. Then on this night, many posts on Facebook are on Valentine's Day. I'm proud to say I'm so glad for those who have the other half to celebrate this day with. ;)


Unfortunately, there are some things, or more like mentality that you simply can't put it off. Like, forever alone? Guys, don't ever feel yourself alone. Because you're not. If you are, you won't be reading this anyway. Someone, somewhere, feels as you do, wishes as you do, hopes as you do, loves as you do. Being single is really a fine thing. Never be upset just because you feel left out on this day. You know what? God is reserving someone better for you, someone who He thinks deserves you. Because God loves you, and me. ;D


Close your eyes, and feel the beauty around you. Not looking, but feeling it with your heart. There's so much love around you. Perhaps you've been too busy looking at the wrong places. Who knows? ;P

Love is everywhere. 

Let's not be down. We really should rejoice because after all, chocolates do taste superb and cakes are always girls' best comfort. Alright, at least that's true for me. 

Happy Valentine's Day to all humans out there! 
You have my love. ;)

Sunday, February 12, 2012

those words that inspire


  • me: will you be my valentine
  • fictional character:
  • me:
  • fictional character:
  • me:
  • fictional character:
  • me:
  • fictional character:
  • me: its okay take your time

It's so optimistic, it's really difficult not to like it. ;D



I'm inspired now. I shall continue to create my own lovely conversations with the following people:
Nick Groff (top of my list!)
Damon Salvatore
Josh Duhamel
Ed Westwick
Ken Duken



A puppy to be my buddy and listener and most of all, playmate! Lemme have my very own house next time and I'll definitely have one. I've been eyeing on a Golden Retriever. They look so gorgeous! But, we'll see. ;D

rainbow that canvas



Braids! <3

I love braids! They are simple, yet I feel it being elegant, graceful, angelic. When I see braids, I think of ballerinas. When I see braids, I think of little girls that have their hair tied by their lovely mommas. When I see braids, I think of beautiful hair. When I see braids, I think of A Walk To Remember. 

I can tie braids. But I can't tie the kind that falls closely to the head. I tried, and I have no idea how it looks from behind. I'll just have someone kind enough to do it for me next time. Or maybe on my wedding day! Or a best friend's wedding day and I'll be her bridesmaid! With braids. ;D


Art is graceful. Paint is fulfilling. Without paint, there are no colours. Colours tell variety. Colours signify the presence of something, whether solid or abstract. So I like colours. They give hope. They give a sense of realism. They give life! Yes, that's what it is.;D


Valentine's Day falls next Tuesday! ;D I want chocolates! There should be chocolates for myself on that day. Or I shall ask momma to buy me a box of chocolates. Or a piece of chocolate cake? Ooh, I love cakes!

Let the love run free! 



the flipside of horizon



I think I enjoy being underwater. That is, crystal clear water like those in the Maldives or Sipadan or Perhentian. One day, I was refilling water from the I-don't-know-what's-that-called and the sound the water made gave me this notion. Some people fear the deep blue ocean. Perhaps it's the idea that Hollywood movies like Jaws which gives people the idea of the danger beneath these waters. But not for me. It's a completely different world when being in these waters. Maybe I'd feel like a fish! Like Dory! ;D

A month back, I had the sudden urge to learn diving. Not the kind of diving from planks high above, but scuba diving. Diving with all the gears attached to your body, diving while using an oxygen tank, diving alongside nature's marine life, diving like it's the first time seeing the world. Someday, maybe not now, but someday I'll take up diving lessons. And then someday after that someday, I'll dive in the real ocean, or sea. I'll make that a promise to myself now. ;D


Whitney Houston has left us. It came quite a shock to me when I turned on my laptop this very morning. First it was the great Michael Jackson, and now another legendary Whitney Houston.
Rest In Peace.

"You lift my feet off the ground, spin me around, you make me crazier, crazier."

To be honest with myself, it's a freedom that you can never want to replace with anything else. At least not for me. I could say I'm over the past and I've moved not a step, but many steps forward already. I hope you have as well, but I'm sure you have long done that before me. This freedom, rids all fears that you ever had.



the place some call home


When you think boredom is knocking on your door soon, pack your bag, grab your car keys and head out from your cooped up place immediately. That was what we needed to kick away those dullness and spiritless days. So a day trip to a near yet worth exploring place would do the thing.

Last Monday, momma, bro and I had our own exploration day. A close to 45-minute drive brought us to Port Klang. There, we board an air-conditioned longboat to a pretty secluded island. It turned out that the short journey was not that short either. All you see along the way were trees, which I suppose are mangrove plants, from the way their roots look, and sea water. Earlier on, Momma told me that there were reports of dolphins in the waters of Port Klang.  As hard as I tried to focus on the sparkling waters, I couldn't see any sudden splashes or humpbacks to indicate the presence of the mammals. 

The walkway towards the boat. 


Practically, we were at the jetty.



We arrived on the island before noon. It was clearly a fisherman's village. Oh by the way, I haven't revealed the place name yet, have I? It was Pulau Ketam that we went to. From our first observation, we more or less figured out the reason for the island's name. The shoreline was all mud, at least it looked so from the angle we had above. Nobody walks down there except fishing boats which were docked on it. Thanks to the bright sunshine, we could see for ourselves the numerous and uncountable amount of baby crabs hiding among the muddy ground. You might not notice it in a flash, but as you look more closely, you'll notice there are quite a number of tiny humps all over the mud and a movement or two will catch your attention right at the corner of your eye. And those, my friend, are the crabs. They are not that baby actually, but not so big as to be able to eat them though.




Tha! Those tiny protrusions from the mud are the backs of crabs. The first time I actually see a crab walk, sideways. ;D


We toured the tiny village. As you move further in, you'll notice that all houses and buildings are built on stilts. Some houses have surely been renovated and more so, beautified, but underneath them are most probably wooden stilts and more muddy grounds. But it's quite a sad thing to see that the hygiene in this village was less appealing. Even though the houses above may seem pretty amusing for a village like that, but beneath the appearance, there were actually lots of rubbish strewn all over. So, if you're planning to come over, just don't have too high an expectation from it. Like bro said, there's nothing much to be seen here. Well, it may be true for those who, prefer urban life or less interest in nature. I think it was quite an experience for me. I kind of like the way their houses are. Man, they were spacious! And those tiny doors they have, how cute they were! 

The main transportation here? 

Bicycle. ;)
But even with bicycle, it would be a hard time trying to manoeuvre through those narrow and crowded lanes. 


Lodgings were provided here as well. 


See what I mean?




Momma spotted this atop a temple. How significant! HAHA


The population there were majority Chinese. Most restaurants were Chinese operated as well. We only spotted one Malay eatery. Lots of stalls selling local products as well. But be cautious though, some really hike the price so much more than in KL.

It was noon time when we finally decided to call it an end to our tour. So what could be a better way to experience a true fishing village than to savour the authentic seafood here? Yes, I know right.

This particular restaurant, a very noticeable one since it's the first building you'll see as soon as you step onto the jetty on this island. It was featured in VKeong as well. But no, this was not the one that we tried. 


This restaurant, whose name I did not even know for sure, (oopsie) was halfway in. It was right opposite the Malay eatery I mentioned earlier. Sandwiched between a restaurant and a coffee shop.

Three of us, three dishes. And one more Fried Omelette from a stall, also mentioned in VKeong


Deep fried fish with gravy poured on top. This dish was my favourite of all. I especially like how the gravy tasted. It wasn't that spicy as it looked. Just the right taste and texture to suit the dryness.


CLAMS! Ooh, I love clams as well. Can you see how huge the difference is between the clams here and those in KL? Or perhaps, those clams that I eat in KL. Oh yes, just look at the sizes! They appear like giants next to KL clams. ;P
But they tasted a tad bit too salty. Momma said maybe it was because of its freshness, and hence making it more salty. A natural saltiness, I guess? But the flesh was awesome! Bro had the most of it. HAHA


Lastly, the fried omelette. 'Oh chien' ;) Ever since I first tasted Oh Chien in Penang, I've been in love with it already. It was from a stall, also recommended in VKeong. No doubt, the omelettes were more than usual but the same goes to the flour accompanying it. In fact, the flour was quite thick and starchy. So for one person's portion, just as this was, was definitely more than enough. If you want to try it, just be prepared for its price. Quite above the average price, I suppose.


Sapu everything! ;D


After lunch, it was almost time for us to leave. Momma thought of buying some local products back since we came so far already. Same as well, the prices are higher than those in KL, according to grandma, as she knows best. But still, bought a small packet of salted fish. ;)

Oh, and talking about hygiene?
Only in Pulau Ketam: Shoes and water stored together in a fridge.


And after a whole morning and afternoon spent on this little island, time has come for us to return back to mainland. 



Farewell to this adorable doggy as well. He's been tailing us all the while when we were walking to the end of the village. How cute he was! But some people were so mean. =( 
It's fine if you dislike him being near you but you don't have to scare it or shoo it away so fiercely you know. =(


He's like a Hush Puppy. Well, one thing about me is, I always associate a dog with long body and short legs with the Hush Puppy. Aren't they called Hush Puppies? ;D


Cutest thing ever!


I sat next to the window on our journey back to Port Klang. Looking out the window and seeing the waters sparkle with every shower of sunlight. Then it occurred to me about the aquatic life beneath the sparkling sea. Isn't it such a pity and a shame? Those creatures down there have to suffer and live in such a dirty place they call home. All because of what we did to the nature. Maybe it might not be all our fault, but still, we could have contributed to it some way or the other. And that makes the guilt build up even more. 

I'm so sorry. I know, I wouldn't want to live in such a place either. =/


Let's hope it'll all change someday in the near future. ;)

a dragon call


Chinese New Year came and gone. My angpaos, never enough. ;)

Frankly speaking, I have to admit that I spent so much more than previous years on CNY clothes this year. Perhaps it's the sudden notion and daring attempt to have a complete makeover of myself. And, I bought two skirts for myself. Oops, surprise, surprise!

In total, I guess I had spent more than 300 bucks just on apparels this time. Well, I do feel bad once in awhile. I'll just have to scrimp from no onwards and use the least money that I could. No joke man.

Anyway, I was so fully pumped up on the first day of Chinese New Year. I was so decided to go house visiting to all my relatives. Uncles, aunts, cousins and all. Yet, it did not turn out quite that way I was hoping it would. My favourite cousin bro went back to his mum's hometown. My cousin sister, who I thought was coming over, will not be back in KL until late that night. Just too bad. 

Excitement on the first day. It is always so. ;D Here with bro. ;)


My work started on the third day of Chinese New Year. Oh well, what can I say?

Better late than never. So for all you folks out there,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! ;D

what happened that night


One of my earliest and biggest obsession in the musical world was in KL last month.


Yup, none other than Simple Plan itself. I don't know if it's just me or this year seems to be filled with concerts lining up one after another. You see, just a few days before SP's concert was Foster The People's. Such a shame and regrettable thing that I had missed out on it! 
Simple Plan, Foster The People and Avril Lavigne which is the only left now which I really really want to go so badly. Oh, and not to mention Dashboard Confessional too!

See? I guess it's not just me who's feeling the heat of it all.

I never expected myself to have gotten the golden opportunity to attend this friggin rock band's performance. On that day itself, I whined and put on my pitiful face to momma but did not really expect anything from her. Especially not an immediate consent for me towards this concert. But she gave it, so quickly, so instantly, so unhesitatingly. How'd you think I'd feel under such a circumstance? Completely stunned. Yes, I was.

Then it turned into a brief moment of joy, because after all, that was what my hearts craves for. Like I said, only a brief period of happiness. It got to guilt later on. Mind you, a ticket to a concert isn't cheap you know? For this one, the cheapest ticket costs almost a 100 bucks. Momma gave me the green light and even asked me to bring along bro so:
1. I could return home later and not get scolded
2. I would have someone to accompany me
3. It would definitely be an awesome (or maybe not), yet eye-opening experience for bro

So tell me, how is it that I would not feel bad with momma's great kindness? I definitely did. That led me to question myself so much as to whether I should really go for it. Oh shucks, it's always those mixed feelings and doubts that bring the guilt on. ALWAYS.

Now I know better. Either I do it, or I don't even attempt it at all.
I'd rather miss the concert than feel guilty for my seemingly selfish wants from momma.

But still, I'm really thankful momma allowed me to go. ;)

So remorse aside, time for some awesomeness in the house!

Apparently, a local band was to perform prior to the REAL rock band. They sang a couple of songs, none that I know of anyway. ;P


Quite a slight let down in the first place because it was only right after the local band's performance that the crew started setting up the stage for Simple Plan. You know, SP's drums and guitars and all. So it was almost an hour later, about 9.30pm that SP came on stage. Another half hour longer than when Westlife took. 



They brought the house down, literally. ;D



I dislike going to a concert and not knowing the songs they sing. =( I'll definitely do my homework first before I go to another of my favourite artiste's concert. IF I ever to to one someday soon. ;)

But at least I can sing along to some new songs that I adore, so much.
Among them, Jet Lag and Summer Paradise. I'm so much in love with Summer Paradise. I should prolly make it my ringtone now. ;D

And, there you go! End of concert. Spot it, Janine (Amelia's best buddy) was right behind me. ;P



Best part of the concert? The encore. ;)

You may go to a concert empty-handed, but one thing I've learnt from Westlife's concert, is to NOT come back without anything. 

At least get a t-shirt for yourself. ;D




Can't wait till the day I have it on my body! ;D

THANK YOU SIMPLE PLAN!

THANK YOU MOMMA!

I LOVE YOU BOTH!