trick or treat?

31st October 2009

Saturday

Happy Halloween people!!!

Not that I really celebrate it or what

Hee

Kinda wrong channel huh

xD

So late only wish

Never mind

2 more hours before the day ends

Trick or treat???

=)

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo

what's your flavour?

31st October 2009
Saturday

Baskin Robbins!!!
What's your flavour?
Hee

Wong Wei Leong, you owe me baskin robbins!!!
xD
31% discount la
zzz
xD



xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo

rockin' on!

31st October 2009

Saturday

Omg Omg Omg!!!

The All-American Rejects!!!

Totally love them!!!

They're coming to KL again!!!

I mean, they were here like, 2 months or a month ago for the MTV World Stage

And now they're back again for Digi Music!!!

Omg

Love them!!!

The All-American Rejects totally ROCKZ!!!

xoxo just for you


claira.xoxo

forgotten

31st October 2009
Saturday

So after how many days the silence between us
You texted me
I was surprised
I admit
Glad you find me
But sad as well
So what does it mean?
Good or bad?
I can't tell

I was hoping damn hard you would text me
And now you really did
But the tears automatically rolled down
Damn it man
=/

I didn't push or anything
I just wanted you to understand
I know your intention is good
But you did it at the wrong time
Oh God, how am I going to make him understand?
Hmm
I don't blame you
I'm not mad at you
You're too good for me to be mad at you
Frankly speaking

It's not over until you give up
That quote from Facebook
Means a lot to me
Especially when everything ended
I gained hope from that
And I'm still holding on to that hope
My hope
One last hope?

I thought we could start all over again
Everything
It sounds stupid
I know
Even Bryan said so
I'm stupid in these stuff I guess
It fails everytime I try
And this time is not exceptional too
It's the same huh
I'm just not for stuff like this
Just meant to be on my own
Maybe that's the way it should be
Maybe that's what will take me to my dreams
My life

I tried
Another attempt
To start things all over again
From where we first met
Everything
But you don't give us that chance
Hmm

I'm supposed to let go
I know that's what I should do
It's not easy
I tried
And it's never gonna be easy
But I've gotta do it too

Maybe the reason it's so difficult is cause I just refuse to let go
I just don't wanna let go

I don't wanna do what I'm supposed to
I wanna do what I wanna do
Not following my mind
But following my heart

My instincts
My intuitions
My desires
Or what you call sixth sense?

I pray to God
And I thank Him you texted me today
At least that's a new start
I'm glad
Thank God
Thank you too

Let time decide it

You're still special to me
You've always been

Boys Like Girls just reminds me of you
Their songs and everything
And what we said we wanna do

Walking under the rain

2012

xoxo

I'll never forget that

xoxo just for you babe


claira.xoxo

fear in me

31st October 2009
Saturday

Hmm
Suddenly feeling all so sober
Everything's beginning to change
It's not the sane anymore
And it won't be the same anymore
Human resist changes
That's so true
I guess
Maybe I resist it too
It's just too hard to accept it

Lately
I've been wondering you know
How my life would turn out to be
Witnessing my cousin sis
Now so successful at a young age
She's flown to almost all around the world
And it all started from her joining in the airlines
Cathay Pacific
And her life is so good now
So blessed
I'm happy for her too

And my other cousin bros
One of them, my cousin sis's elder bro
Came out into the adult world long time ago
And another cousin bro
Finished spm last year
Expected results
Ventured into his father's car servicing business for sure

And now
It's gonna be my turn
Time flies so quickly
Seems just like yesterday I transferred to cochrane
And now
I'll be sitting for my spm in like, 2 weeks' time?
Hmm
It just sounds so scary you know
Everything totally freaks me out

Fear of growing up
Fear of more responsibilities
Fear of the outside world
Fear of being an adult

Strange huh
I mean, most teens would for sure wanna quickly grow up and have complete freedom
And yet, I'm afraid to do so
I dunno
Just thinking bout this makes me feel so timid myself
Like, I'm so powerless
So vulnerable
So easily hurt

In two months' time
My whole life would totally change
There'll be no more school days like we used to
No more pampering
No more spoon feeding
No more protection
It'll all have to be from myself
That's how it is right?
The world
Is such

I can't deny
I'm really scared of growing up

It's a part of life
I know
It's still scary

I just dunno how my life would turn out to be
Whether it will turn out how I dream it would be
Or the other way round
Either one, scares me too
I am afraid

For once in my entire 17 years of living on earth, I admit I am totally afraid right now

Dear God
Guide me
Make way for me
I put my faith in You

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo

Mrs H

29th October 2009
Thursday



HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU, MRS H!!!
BEST WISHES TO YOU!!!
MAY YOU"LL ALWAYS BE HAPPY TOGETHER WITH MAT!!!
GOOD LUCK!!!
TAKE CARE!!!
ALL THE BEST!!!
=)

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo

number 7

29th October 2009
Thursday




I'm not a fan of man u
Not even rooney for your info
Hee
But this picture is kinda cool
I gotta admit
xD

Hmm
Maybe
Just thought
He would like it


xoxo just for you babe


claira.xoxo

that's what matters

29th October 2009
Thursday




VS




Damn it man
Arsenal beat Liverpool by 2-1
Omg!!!
xD

And denesh kept saying that!
As though I dunno
zzz
Hee
xD
Wey, at least Liverpool beat Man U right???
Hahahahahaha
xD

Go Liverpool!!!
You guys totally rock!!!
Hee
xD

Oh
Btw
That Arsenal picture looks kinda cool right?
Hee xD

xoxo just for you


claira.xoxo

owen for her

28th October 2009
Wednesday

Shit!
Pui sing is influenced by me already or what?
Omg
Haha
She's following football now and she even says the F word, sometimes
Haha
Shhh~~~
Don't say I said that
But the F word thing was just for fun la come
=)

But the thing is
She's following football now!!!
Seriously
Can you believe that
She tells me that she likes MICHAEL OWEN!!!
O-m-g
She's infected with football fever
xD

Hee
That's a good thing actually
Cause yesterday at school
We were like, talking about football?
All of a sudden man
xD

She's supporting Man U
I'm supporting Liverpool
And then she and denesh, who's a Man U fan as well, were like, kept saying Liverpool sucks
zzz
So me and sen lin, shot back
Hee
Man U sucks!
xD

Man, I didn't even start it
zzz
I kinda respect Man U already man
Since, hmm, since he talked to me bout it
Since we last talked bout it
Since, since, hmm, he knows
I hope he knows
=(





P.S. She's following champions league also man. OMG!!! xD

xoxo just for you


claira.xoxo

17

28th October 2009
Wednesday

Absent from school today
Studied a little
Sejarah that is
But, as I said
I can't study for so long if I stay at home!!!
Hee
Sure will online!
xD
And that's exactly what I'm doing right now!!!
This second!!!
xD

Hmm
Just finished chatting with Ivan
Talked bout 'sam si'
Kononnya
Hee
xD

So long didn't chat with him like that already
Really nice

Stay strong Ivan
You deserve better
Don't worry
Got anything
Or you want a listener or whatever la
I'm here
Hee
Stay strong yeah
Take care
Good luck!
=)

Hmm
I guess
I'm still not over you
Uh, not ivan la
Hee
xD

I dunno why
You just, kinda remind me of everything
That day
I just finished watching tv
And
I dunno why
I just automatically took my phone and started re-reading your messages
I just scrolled
From the first message onwards
I didn't manage to finish all
I couldn't bring myself to do so
It hurts you know
Maybe you don't feel that way?
Maybe you're over me already?
Or maybe I'm just
Hmm
I dunno
='(

It's so strange don't you think?
It comes and goes
But just for a short time
I can't understand man
Maybe I just don't want to

Watched Gossip Girl last night
Blair and Chuck
Blair was totally in love with Chuck
And she was saying
"Whatever you're doing to yourself, please don't do it to me. I couldn't bear it."

Why do I feel like what she says is right?
I feel like asking you that question too
I don't think I could bear it either

I just want you to understand you know?
We can't be too worried bout what will happen
It's not in our hands to control that
Give us another chance
Live at the moment

I guess I just miss you
=/

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo

i'm fighting for the guy on a battlefield love

26th October 2009
Monday

Pui sing and khye vern were absent on monday
I knew that
But I went to school still
Cause, you know, if I stay at home, I would surely online and you know, can't study?
Hee
xD
Not that I can study at school also
But, just that, if I go to school, then half a day is gone and then when I come home then I can study instead and won't have time to online?
xD
Lame excuse huh?
Hee

So I went to school
I sat at denesh's place
Then nigel was beside me
And denesh sat at nigel's place
xD

Then my sejarah text book was already out you know
I mean, I have put it on the table and was gonna start studying
Urgh
Guess what cropped up?
Mat!
zzz
xD

Not that I mind
But
You know, once he's here, I can never study
Haha
xD

Okay
So he sat in front of me
And his story began

Oh, bear with me
You're really gonna hear the most bizarre and craziest thing ever
xD

This is how it goes
Well, he knew bout my problems
And maybe he was concerned for me or what
Thought that I was kinda down

Man, I dunno how to start it
I don't even know which part was the beginning
xD

Sorree
Hee
Hmm
Okay
Umm, he said stuff bout him you know
Not bout mat himself but 'him'
Okay?
Hmm
Then he said F's not a good guy for me
And I should forget bout F and all the Fs that I would get to know
If only that really happens
Haha
And that I should avoid getting close to anyone with their names starting with F
So I said CANNOT!
Cause Fernando Torres has a F also
xD

Then he said he wanna go and scold F
xD
I really wanna see how he would do it
Haha
Not that he'll ever be serious with F
But, it would be funny to see him really do that right?
Hee

Then I kept like, pushing him to do so you know
"Pgi mrah die la. I nk tgk mcm mne you mrah die la."
"Nnt ah. Nnt mse rehat kn, you kn nmpk kt kantin tu kte main silat tau."
Then he started talking about their fighting
Hmm
Mat's fighting on behalf of me
Like, defending me la
Then F is the bad guy
But I said F cannot be the bad guy
He still continued with his story
zzz
xD

Then omg
You know what he said???
zzz
Okay
He said silat right?
Then after silat
They will do kungfu
zzz
I was like, zzz???
Then he started saying different types of kungfu from those chinese movies we watch you know
I mean, he watch chinese movies???
zzz
xD

Then he even said the drunken kungfu
And then F fights him
And he became weak
Then there was a sparkling juice nearby
He drank the sparkling juice and got more powerful
Then continued fighting again
Then later, he used the Buddha palm thing you know
From the movie, Journey to the West?
Yeah, that palm thing
And then F is like, under his palm and he got stuck there

Then later
Another century
That was the ancient times right
Now
The future
So they were fighting
Yeah, again
I dunno how they managed to be in another century
But
Nway
Still fighting
Then his body is bullet proof
zzz
And he even showed me you know
The bullet coming towards him and then struck his body and then fell to the ground
And he is not harmed at all
zzz
xD

Then
Suddenly they were throwing leaves
And those leaves are not ordinary leaves you know
He said that when he throws a leaf, it can hurt someone
So he threw the leaf and it kena F's arm
Omg
=/
xD

Then he was bleeding
Then dunno how already
F was throwing leaves also I guess
If not mistaken
Then he avoided it
The matrix style you know
Slow motion kinda thing?
Haha
I was so damn speechless man!!!
xD

That part ended I guess
Cause I don't quite remember it
I mean, I don't even remember the sequence man
Suddenly changed to another story

And I asked him
"Dh habis blm?"
"Blm la. Sbar ah. Ade agi."
zzz
Okay okay
xD

Then started talking bout himself pulak
zzz
Never mind
I listened
xD

Seriously
I didn't even touch my sejarah man!!!
xD

Okay
Then I think we talked about what we wanna do after spm
I said sambung belajar
Omg
I think this was the beginning you know
And that fighting part came after this
Hee
Never mind
Continue

So he said he wanna be the chief of a ship you know
Something like that la
And then suddenly
Diverted to Titanic
xD
Not literally
But he took Titanic's story and made it his own

Titanic sank because it hit an iceberg right?
Man, his story was damn ridiculous and so damn impossible!!!
Haha
But damn funny I tell you
He said
His ship sank also
But not because it hit an iceberg
But because an elephants's trunk hit the ship and was stuck there!!!
I was like, where the hell did the gajah come from???
zzz
xD
Serious!!!

So I asked him how come the gajah can be in the ocean???
Then he said
It came from the zoo
It didn't wanna stay in the zoo anymore
So it escaped and swam to the ocean
zzz
Can an elephant swim???
Omg
xD

Then it terlanggar the ship and made a hole
The elephant was still stuck there
And so the ship began to sink

Then he was Jack in Titanic and there was Rose as well
Hmm
No need to reveal
Somebody will know who's Rose
Hee
xD

Then he said he would draw a picture of Rose
Omg
Hahahahaha
Then I was like, staring at him you know
I mean, come on, those who watched Titanic knows what this means right?
Wahahahahaha
xD

He knew what I was thinking obviously
Then quickly said
"Ade pakai baju punye la."
Hee
xD

Then he drew her
And that picture was very nice
Okay
Then skip that part

To the sinking part now
So in Titanic
Jack died right
Cause he gave Rose that papan to lie on
And he was cold to death
=(

Hee
xD

Okay
The more ridiculous part is coming
xD

So he died and sank to the bottom of the ocean
And then one day
People found his watch
zzz
xD
I tell you, this is really zzz
xD

Then he said his watch became so valuable and it was sold at the auction you know
Then amny people wanted to own it
And there were sooooo many bidders they occupied 5 football fields!!!
zzz
Crazee???
More to come

Then the bidding went on until dunno how many hundred billions
zzz
And then somebody bought it
With the highest bidding
I asked, "Sape tu?"
"Awak la!"
"Sape nk beli jam tgn you? Ish!"
xD

Okay
So I bought the watch
zzz
Hee
Then he said, because I bought a dunno-how-many-hundred-billion-dollar watch
I ended up hutang smpai 80 generasi!!!
zzz
xD

Crazee!!!
Btul2 gler doh!
Haha

Then he said his story would be made into a film
And the film would be 'based on true story'
zzz
And he would become soooo rich because of that film
Not that he get to use the money
Hee

Then there would be one day where the whole world would mourn for his death and that day would be a public holiday
For the whole world!
zzz
And people from all around the world would remember him
A memorial you know
Just like Michael Jackson
zzz
And then sculptures of him would be made
And be named, "In Memory of the Fallen Warrior."
zzz
Fallen warrior
Seriously, he plays toooo much Dota
xD
Haha

I almost mentioned the Walk of Fame you know
You know, those hand-stamping of Hollywood stars thing
Luckily I didn't give him that idea
Or else
I really dunno when his story will end
xD

Oh yeah
And then
That film right
On the day it is released
All cochraneans will go and watch it in Pavilion
zzz
And then Pavilion will be closed to the public and only available for cochraneans
Swt
Haha

Then by that time
All of us would be so old already
And he said I'm 70 by then
And holding a tongkat to the cinema
zzz
Then at pavilion
It would be like, a reunion of all cochraneans
zzz

And
Omg
So bad la he
Cause he said, some would come in a wheelchair
And then there was one who came holding a picture of a friend
zzz
I don't wanna say the name la
So bad
Hee
xD

And then right
I would be telling this story to my grandchildren
zzz
As though I have
Haha
And then my husband would get jealous cause I'm always talking bout him
zzz
And then always ended up arguing
And I would use my tongkat to beat him
xD

I won't
Hee

Oh yeah
Forgot
Before this
The fighting part
At the ending of that fighting part
He added
Hee
He and F fought and then F was like, felt sorree and stuff
And then
zzz
Omg
He started singing Taylor Swift's love story
And even knelt down
zzz
And he was like, searching on my table for anything that looks like a ring?
zzz
I was totally speechless!!!
Not that I'm touched or what
That is honestly very crazee!!!
And hilarious!!!
Haha
Omg
xD

Then since there was nothing that looked like a ring
And my packet of tissue was there
He gave me the tissue
zzz
xD

So he acted like he was F
And then he said, when F knelt down and you know what comes after that
I would say, NO
And pushed him away
I mean, I wasn't the one saying la
He was acting all the characters la
Hee

Then he asked me
For real la
"You sanggup buat mcm tu?"
Hmm
I shook my head
"Tak sanggup eh?"
"Tak."
That would be so hurt
No way I'm gonna hurt him
=/

Hmm
So
That's the story

And then right
He was singing you know
Umm
Not love story la
Not again
Then he sang, dunno what song already
Then I teased him la
"Not Fall for you ke?"
Hmm
Then he also sang that
But he was like, "Mcm mne nk mula ah?"
Haha
He forgotten how to start already
Then he was like, "Wey, tlng la! I tau you tau mcm mne punye."
And I was like, "I x tau la. You fkir sndri je la."
Wahahahaha
I know actually
Hee

Then he kept pushing me
Asking me to help
But I just said I dunno
Hee
Then he said, "I pgi tanye org lain."
Hee
"Okay, you pgi tanye je la."
Wahahahahaha
xD

But he didn't go
Still saying, "Tlng la!"
xD

Then he gave up asking
Thinking himself
And
"Ah, dh dpt. Best thing bout tonight."
Haha

Then I said
"I dgr lagu rock la."
"Oh ya ke?"
Then I dunno what song he sang already
Hee
And I said, "I dgr lagu Boys Like Girls la."
Hmm
Maksud tersirat
Hee

So
I asked him
"Dh habis?"
"Blm agi la."
zzz
I should have known his answer
Haha
But luckily
It was time for recess already!!!
Omg
I escaped!
Haha

Oh yeah
For all the crap and unbelievably funny and crazee story he told me
In the end
He said, "I nk buat you happy je. Mey sruh i tlng you. Tp i x dpt tlng yg tu kn *pointing down*, so i buat you happy je la."
"Nape x dpt tlng?"
"I dh cuba. Dia tu kepala batu."
Hmm
It's okay

I really appreciate all you did man
You and Mey
I'm really thankful I have such good friends
=)

Really really thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really love you guys!!!
As friends, I mean
Hee
Oh yeah btw
Mey, the marry me that part
I'm not terlibat in anything!
Haha
No offence yeah
Peace =)
Hee


Thank you!!! =)

xoxo just for you babe

claira.xoxo

don't let go =/

28th October 2009

Wednesday

When a Girl is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a Girl stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a Girl lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday.... she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

When a Girl says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, 'That's her!!

That's the right guy..

I can't deny that. =/

claira.xoxo

the final showdown

25th October 2009
Sunday

VS

Omg
So this is it
It has come to this
Shit man!
I'm freaking worried and scared?
Omg
Not that I'm playing
Hee
xD

I know Man U has a higher chance of winning
But still
I hope I'm wrong?
xD
Omg
Please please please win Liverpool!!!
Damn it man
Torres and Gerrard might not be playing?
Hmm
=/

Go Go Go Liverpool!!!
=)



claira.xoxo

it's not over

25th October 2009
Sunday

I woke up late today
I set my alarm at 7am
Yet, I turned it off and woke up at 10am
zzz
Seriously
Am I that exhausted???
It can't be right???
Hmm

Then
Omg
No breakfast?
Literally
I mean, they didn't buy any food for me
And
Yeah, so no breakfast
Only had a cup of milo and biscuits
Hmm
No comment

Then
Still feeling so tired
And sleepy
Hmm
What is wrong with me???
=/

Tried to study sejarah
And why was it so damn difficult to focus???
My mind kept wandering elsewhere
Back to you
Hmm
=/

Then
Online for awhile before leaving off for tuition

Omg
Seriously
Something's definitely so not right with me
Add maths tuition
Arithmetic progression
I did GP
Equation
I did locus
2 I wrote 3
zzz

Oh God
Please
='(

You're all I think of
I really can't help it okay?
Hmm
='(

Forget it
It's over
For you
Not for me though
='(



claira.xoxo

this is it, our graduation

24th October 2009
Saturday

So this is it
The day has finally came
Graduation day!!!

Man
I woke up like, 5am in the morning?
Omg
xD
Then took my shower and stuff
Blew dry my hair
Online xD
Imagine that
I even had time to turn on the pc
Hee
xD

Then saw anthony on facebook as well
xD

Then around 7am I left
Omg
Seriously
I think I look kinda, weird?
I mean, so not my usual self man
What the hell
Hee
I mean
Claira + dress?
Hee

Then reached there around 7.15 like that
Then yi ting they all were saying like, we can't enter cause our dresses are too short and stuff
It totally sucks man
I mean, early in the morning then let people scold already
Totally sucks la
Spoil the whole mood man
I mean, even though we're wrong, you can scold us or do whatever you want to after graduation right?
Just, be more lenient la
Btw, how do you spell lenient?
Linient?
zzz
Whatever
Hee
xD

I mean, come on, it's our big day right?
Just let it be la
Then scold us or punish us on monday la
Just don't spoil our mood what
You also won't like it right if you're being scolded like that
Seriously
Sorree for those who were scolded
=(

Me, khye vern and pui sing actually kinda sneaked in
Hee
We quickly registered and when the teachers weren't looking, we quickly sneaked into the hall
And you know, join in the crowd
So no teachers would notice us
Hee
Thank God
=)

Then everyone was like, busy taking pictures you know
Man, you can really hear that clicking sound snapping away
Hee
xD

Oh yeah!
Bariq said hi when I was registering
Hee
Told him I wanna take picture with him
And also Zarul later
Hee
xD
So handsome
xD

Then wore our robes
Omg
Harry potter!!!
xD
We're all Gryffindors!!!
Hee
Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry
xD
Sorree, wrong channel
xD

Then
Speech and speech and more speech
xD
And then
Omg!!!
Man, I never thought I would feel that nervous man
I mean, seriously, how could it be so damn nervous???

When H class went out
Then followed by other classes
Hmm
Saw him taking his cert
Just wish it's still not over
='(

Babe, you look exceptionally handsome
Better than Torres
=)
Formal
Like how you said I wish to see you in formal
Hmm

Okay
Then when it was our turn
I was like, omg, so damn nervous already man
I dunno why I was that nervous!!!
xD

Then denesh, at first, was like, relax la
Then suddenly he was like, omg, he's nervous too
zzz
xD
My hands were shaking man
Serious
And they felt so cold
How nice would it be if you could hold me hands tight

Hmm
Then
Went up stage
Omg
Almost tripped man
Hee
And worse, I almost forgotten to look at the camera man!!!
zzz
xD
After saying 'Terima kasih Datuk' only remembered to look at the camera
zzz
xD
Then went back to sit

Hmm
Another surprise
Today's En Ahmad's birthday!!!
Omg
We didn't know man!!!
Haha
Then they brought out a small cake
And everybody sang Happy Birthday song for him
Hee
So niceeee!!!
H class was like, so excited and obviously, they cheered the loudest!
Haha

Hmm
So damn wanted to turn around and see them
Or him, actually?
But then
Hmm
Better not?
=(

Then after everything
I mean, not everything
Just
Giving out all the certs to all students
Then everyone started taking pictures
Man, you can barely imagine that man
Hee
I mean, the hall was like, so messy you know
Everywhere was crowded with people also
Traffic jam summore man
Wahahahaha~~~

Thanks to kah keat
Hee
Cause I don't have camera what
And kinda troublesome to use my phone to take pictures
Cause no pockets and, low memory?
Hee
Sorree la
Then always want him to help me take pictures with others
Hee
Sorree yeah
And thanks a lot
xD
Then class by class
We went up stage to take pictures
xD

Hee
When we came down
Saw Zarul
Hee
Then he was like, shoved the camera at me
Then I said, nak ambik gambar ngan you
Hee
Omg
I took picture with Zarul!!!
Hee
Then also with Bariq!!!
xD
Thanks man!!!
Love it so much!
=)

Then went around taking pictures
Hee
Also took picture with Fudzail, Fitri, Arif, Amir, Ezat
Wei leong
Omg
He got a hamper man!!!
He'd better share
Haha
xD

Then with ivan
Omg
Chee hoe!!!
Did I take with him?
Hmm
Maybe?
Then with seak, milo
Omg
So so so many!!!
Wai seng also!!!
xD
Haha
Thanks a lot!!!

But I have none of them right now
Haha
Cause all of them also used other's camera
Wahahahahaha~~~
I'll get them later

And
Hmm
I spoke to you today
You really look good
=)
And took a picture with you
Btw
That specs you wore?
Hmm
Never mind
Still feeling the same for you babe

Then later all the chairs were stacked together
And the hall was cleared up
And then
We had a candid one!!!
Hee
Cool man
xD
Thanks!

Then went makan
But I didn't eat la
Almost all the food were finished already man
Hee

Then later
Still didn't feel like going home you know
Thought of going for a movie
Wanted to follow Zarul they all to pavilion
But they won't be watching movie nway
So
Hmm
Didn't follow
Then Amir they all also
They asked to hang out la
But then
Hmm
Dunno la
Told him no mood?
Sorree
I just, you know, something that I longed for it to happen today
But, not
=(

Then yi ting and mei jin also felt like going out?
But ended up, mei jin going home, and yi ting also went home

I went for a movie with Nazmi instead
zzz
Swt huh?
Hee
Then met Arif and Rasydan they all at LRT
Then went to pavilion together
But Arif they all were gonna hang out with Fitri they all
Hmm
I also dunno la
Just felt like, something?
So sorree

So ended up watching Pandorum
Sorree you found it kinda boring
Hee

Man, it was so difficult you know
In that cinema
The times we had there
Damn it man
=/
I looked to my left
And I think of you
Couldn't really focus on the movie man
And when I close my eyes
You're there again
Man, I can't believe this
Hmm
=/
I'm being serious
No joke
And the places we went that day
Omg
They just came flooding back???
='(

Babe
Hmm
='(

You were sitting there alone
I wanted to give you that choc I used to give you
But I dared not?
And you left
Could only watch you leave
You didn't even turn back?
I really dunno what to do man
Hmm
I don't need you to give me anything
The happy times we had are happiness
And that's enough for me
Why can't you understand that?
Why can't you understand that I'm willing to take the risk of getting hurt someday later as well?
You just don't get it how I feel towards you
Hmm
This is difficult
='(

Nway
Great day
Happy birthday to En Ahmad!!!
Happy Graduation to all!!!
This is really the start of our lives
All the best
Good luck
God bless
=)
I love you!
Especially YOU


xoxo just for you


claira.xoxo

graduation fever

23th October 2009
Friday

Omg
To be dead honest
I'm seriously very very very excited bout tomorrow's GRADUATION!!!
Omg
I mean, we're gonna have a graduation!!!
Man, should I be so damn excited?
I dunno
Just, feel kinda different
And definitely special
xD

But
Hmm
Not to be negative or what
Just, maybe there's something that makes this graduation not how I wanted it to be
='(

Nway
Forget it
Just wished it would be different than it is now

Went to leisure mall just now
Omg
Saw teck chee again
Seriously, he's kinda handsome wan la
That naughty guy look
xD

Not that I'm interested, come on
We're like, friends
And
Well
Not into this kinda mood now
='(

So
Hope everything turns out well tomorrow
God bless
Everything will be fine
And nobody will get chased away or what
And no scoldings
No accidents, like dunno which teacher said it
All fun and joy!!!
Hee
And pictures
More pictures!!!
Wee~~~
xD


I'm trying to be happy right now!!!
=)



Graduation, here we come!!!~~~


claira.xoxo