i'm working it out

18th January 2010

Monday

Status Shuffle:

Have you ever noticed that after Monday and Tuesday, even the calender says W T F?

Hmm, well

It doesn't matter to me now anyway

Weekdays or weekends

My work doesn't change much

But my life did change

A lot

On Fridays, it's not like, the night where the fun begins

And on Sundays, it's not anything like you'll be going to school again the next day

No, it's all so different now

So, basically, whether it is a weekday or weekend, it doesn't really affect me that much now

In fact, what is similarly to this that matters to me is when is my next off day

LOL

=)

Anyway

Loving Status Shuffle

=)

Work today was kinda good I guess

He fetched me towork today

*almost said to school*

Thanks a lot baby

Not that I wanted to bother him or being a spoilt brat or taking advantage of him, if that is what you might think of me as

But, whatever

My grandpa said he would leave home at 1.20pm

And he told me it would definitely be late for work

So I asked if he could fetch me

I am sorry I had to always trouble him and let him drive me around

I feel terribly bad

I know how tired he would be anyway

Urgh

Screw me

=(

And in the car

I wasn't feeling so well actually

Since I woke up this morning

I wasn't feeling so good

I had flu

Not really flu

But, nose blocked?

Eww!

Urgh

And I really wasn't feeling so well after my bath

I felt so tired I almost could have fallen asleep

Maybe I was sleepy

Not tired

Urgh

I dunno

And in the car I wasn't that well also I guess

Suddenly I was overwhelmed

I dunno how it happened or whatever that got into me

Urgh

I hate to say this, but I think I was close to tears

Nothing happened

I mean, just, sudden emotion?

I dunno if there's such thing

Hmm

Whatever

And then

I was being so quiet in the car

And he also didn't really talk much

Or maybe because he thought I didn't wanna talk to him?

It was not true okay?

I didn't feel like talking

I dunno

I'm sorry

=(

And you showed me a card

A price tag actually

But without the price

Lol

Yeah, I know, you told me earlier you bought 'something from Adidas for someone'

What I didn't expect was, 'LFC something jersey'

I know he wasn't expecting my reaction

I mean, I don't think my reaction was how he expected me to be

Maybe he thought I would be so happy and excited?

But when I saw it, all I asked was, "How much?"

And you didn't wanna tell me

Hmm, I didn't expect you to do so anyway

I mean, I wouldn't even tell you the price if I bought something for you

But this is so different okay?

It is not something cheap or what

And I don't expect anything from Adidas to be cheap

And we are talking about the original Adidas brand okay?

Urgh

Baby, please, understand

I was, I dunno?

Angry?

But I dunno why should I be angry for?

I need you to not always spend on me

This is serious okay?

I mean it

=(

I told you I was angry

But, I don't think I know what I was feeling either

I'm sorry

Really really sorry

=(

Work now

Today's shift was 2pm-10pm

Lunch break at 4pm

Didn't really feel like eating anyway

But had to eat something also

So just bought 2 bread

Work before lunch break was, urgh

Not that good, seriously

At least not for me

I was so not feeling well man

Really

Kinda like headache

Hmm, not really headache

I just felt, weak? dizzy?

Whatever

Then after break

I think I felt better

More energetic then

Thank God

And Edd told me about the Paranormal Activities

He watched it last night

Downloaded by the way

LOL

And he told me about the storyline

I admit I almost had goosebumps man!

It totally felt so damn creepy

I think I might wanna watch it

=)

Work was normal

Everything was normal

And Edd was so funny man

I mean, he's like a joker

Lol

He was always telling us stories

And telling me too

Hee

I don't mind listening

So he said he was tagged at Facebook

Okay, the 'story' is something like this

A boy had to write a composition

And this was what he wrote

I seorang di rumah. Ibu dan ayah tidak ada di rumah. I takut di rumah. Tiba-tiba ada orang ketuk pintu. I buka pintu, nampak hantu. I takut. I tutup pintu. Pintu ketuk lagi. I buka pintu. Hantu itu masih di situ. I tutup balik pintu.

Something like that la

Can't really remember how he said it

But the way he said it was really very funny la

Lol

Of all the funny stuff he told me today, this is considered the funniest to me

Ever

Haha

I like this

Lol

=)

Finished work at 10pm

My mum fetched me

And things weren't so good between us

I mean, it hasn't been good since dunno when

And I guess it's not getting any better now anyway

I dunno

Hmm

Maybe I am not that good a daughter after all

Screw me

FML?

Whatever

And here I am

Blogging

The result of walking under the rain for 15 freaking minutes

Whatever

xoxo