that's not a problem, just an issue that matters a lot

23rd January 2010

Saturday

Today's shift, 2pm-10pm

Break at 4pm

Man, work 2 hours then break

I didn't have a nice breakfast today

They bought me nasi lemak

But I didn't feel like eating that

And I didn't wanna eat those siew pao also

Lol

Screw me

Say me choosy

Whatever

I'm the one either eating or not eating anyway

So I went downstairs and bought a pack of potato buns and I literally ate them all

Urgh

Screw me

I stuffed myself?

I hate it

I totally need to diet now!

So no lunch for me today

And I really gotta eat less now

Shit!

Screw me upisde down!

I went to Pav so early that I actually had a little more than an hour before I start work

As always, to the Times

I love it there

=)

And I didn't know exactly what to read

But I just went back to that section that we went a couple of days back

The Atlas section

I was looking at the Atlas section but the book that caught my attention wasn't an Atlas but it was some kinda like, wonders of the world and the explanations behind them la

Like, strange disappearances, or according to myths or legends or stories told by people about sea monsters such as the Kraken and then alien sightings and all sorts

I think I kinda like that book

=)

Then off to work

Work was fine

Really

I was on duty for the fitting room

And guess who I met?

Derek!

OMG

Derek Lee?

If not mistaken

Come on, my ssg friend man!

And it's been so long since I've seen him and when he came to the fitting room area, he saw me and he was like, "Eh?"

I "Eh?" too

Lol

Man, he remembered me!

I remember him too

=)

Then we chatted for awhile

He came with his girlfriend

Wow

She was, kinda, chic?

I mean, her appearance

Or I thought so

And then he asked me about Maxwell

He asked if I still stay in contact with him

I said no

And he said, "Seems like he just disappeared."

LOL!

It was a busy day

These few days will be so busy

Sorry, not these few days

These few weeks!!!

OMG

Up till CNY

And then at 4pm, I had my lunch break

I was coming out from the locker room when I saw his brother, Ken

He saw me too

I smiled at him

And he smiled back

And you know what was I thinking?

I thought he might be here too

Urgh

Screw me completely!

=(

We've not been talking

Or maybe I haven't been talking to him

And not even today

And I am so not gonna be the first to talk first for reasons that I have no idea of

And so my day kinda sucked too

Urgh

Silly of me to glance into Starbucks, Austin Chase, Times hoping that he would be there

Urgh

I totally hate this feeling!

=(

Whatever

Forget it

Jacob stopped by at our counter

And at that time, Edd and I were talking about Old Dogs

OMG

Jacob was like, in between us you know

He looked to Edd then to me and just saw us both laughing

Especially me!

Haha

=)

OMG

You know there was this couple

Malay

They came in

And they really caught our attention

Because you know why?

That girl was dressed in such a, wild way?

Like, serious?!

Very scantily dressed

I mean, she was wearing a mini skirt or something

And wrapped with a cheetah-spot jacket

That was before I realised it when she walked away, back facing us

And then her blouse, you know, that kinda loosely-hanging from your shoulders

So it's like, half of the length of your arms are revealed already

And not to be rude or what, but she looked kinda like a cheetah too

Man, her fake eye;ashes were really so fake and thick

And her hair, a minority of it especially at the side, from the front view, were dyed golden

And her hair, was so ruffy and looked dry

She really looked like a cheetah to me

LOL

Sorry!

=)

And also, her belly was revealed too

Not being racist or what, I thought they should be covered

Well, at least, not that revealed?

Hmm, I dunno

Sorry if I was being offensive

But I wasn't and I'm not and I don't intend to

=)

Oh yeah

And also

Ken asked if I could borrow staff purchase for him

And I had to bother edd at such busy times

I mean, he was attending to customers at that time

I felt so bad

=(

I'm so sorry, Edd

Really

But at the same time, thank you so much

=)

Edd asked me about my status last night

Which I wrote, 'freaked out, worried, scared, INSECURE'

He asked me why I wrote that

I didn't really tell him

Not that I could anyway

Before I could even say anything, he said, "I think I know what it is."

"What?"

"He asked you something."

"Ah, what?"

"He asked you if you are still a virgin!"

LOL!!!

Haha

Of course I am!

Hee

=)

And also, when I finished work just now

I got 5 messages

1 was my mum

1 was jie lun

1 was f *unexpected huh???*

And another one, him

I can't remember who the other was

Whatever

Forget that

But the last one

Him?

Like, finally?

Urgh

Screw me for being so non-submissive

Duh?

Tomorrow I might wanna go to Mid Valley's Edu Fair

I dunno

Thought of getting HELP's brochures

Seems like I might be going to HELP too

I totally need help right now

LOL

Just thought of

Not sure yet

Maybe I might

Who knows?

Tomorrow's shift, 5pm-10pm

PS. I am so over you

PPS. It still hurts.

xoxo