when something means everything to you

30th January 2010

Saturday

Just like any other ordinary days

Just like any other common Saturdays

Just like every passing day

Just another day in our lives

That's for you

Not me

=)

Well, at least for now, or starting from now, it will be a significant day for me

I suppose so

I don't expect any of you to get what I'm crapping about anyway

Not that people will really read this but I just like to blog about it

You got a problem?

Hee

=)

Screw me

I set 5 alarms as usual and the latest time I set was 8am

And yet, I woke up at 9am

Urgh

What the hell

Seriously, I totally need some help!

I wonder how I could wake up as early as 6am during school days last time

And now I can't even wake up at 7am!

LOL!

Screw me completely!

Man, why do alarms have to be so noisy?!

They really are until I've gotta turned them off and resulted in me not able to wake up early

LOL!

So it took me almost an hour to get ready for my day

Including ironing my work attire

So, just nice, 10am, I was ready

Or I thought so

=)

Then for the first time since they kinda 'knew' about my 'boy' friend, my grandpa asked me if I could get my friend to fetch me to work

I was like, wow, that is something unexpected!

Really

Anyway

I messaged him and he asked me to ask Andy to come along as well

So I called Andy, and he was so rude!

LOL

Haha

Never even said good morning or hello, then straight away started the conver with "What?"

Rude-ass!

Haha

Just kidding

=)

So he picked up Andy and then came to fetch me

And then we went to Pandan Indah to makan

=)

Honestly, I didn't even know what did I actually order man!

Seriously!

Beef something, something la

I dunno

And when I asked them, none of them seem to answer my questions

LOL

I mean, their answers were so not answers

Haha

Later, we went back to his house

Andy was with us also

I was wearing my work attire you know

And that totally inhibits my movement

LOL

=)

I said I wanna change

And he gave me a white tee that seemed to be see-through you know

I mean, not completely see-through la

But still see-through

At least have some patterns la

Duh?

Haha

That was a plain white tee by the way

*I am so not choosy*

Then he let me find myself

I got a black one, and only realised it was the MU shirt that I kinda like when I took it out

So, since it was MU, I put it back

LOL!

Hee

Then I saw a red shirt

I thought it was for CNY

So again, I put it back

And then he came and I just asked him to take one for me

And he got me the red one which I took out earlier

LOL

Duh?!

Hee

Damn, I like wearing his shirt

It felt, kinda, nice

=)

I mean like, you're having something of his

Hee

Which was why I wanted you to keep that jersey and yet you insisted on me taking it back!

Urgh

It's not that I don't want it or I reject it or I don't appreciate it okay???

I want it and I did not reject it and I appreciate it that's why I wanted you to keep it for me because it means, something?

Duh?

Screw me

Then he went to bathe and I was watching tv with Andy downstairs

I was having thr remote control

I switched to those music stations at first, MTV and [V] channel and Hitz.

Then I switched to ESPN or StarSport

Hee

There was a game on what

A football game of course

Aston Villa vs Arsenal

I mean, come on, it's been quite some time since I watched football match man

LOL

Fine

I asked Andy if he watched football

He said seldom

Fine, I get it

Watch a little longer, while waiting for him to finish bathing

I thought he would come downstairs after shower but it took him so long and he still didn't come down

And also I think Andy was bored watching football

So I let him watch and I went upstairs to his room

And guess what?

He was playing dota?

Urgh

What the hell

Screw him

Haha

=)

Lushan asked me if I wanna go to TTDI plaza or bazaar with them later on

I asked him

But he was like, "Go there for what?"

So, we didn't make it anyway

I mean, I didn't really wanna go anyway

So, that was fine

But thanks for inviting, Lushan

=)

Lushan and Kitt went out then

So I was in the room with him

Then we disturbed Andy and forcced him to come up

LOL!

Haha

You know when you said you didn't care whatever I say, it kinda hurts

Really

I could almost cried

LOL

Whatever

My headache still hasn't gone yet

I dunno why I'm having headache

Hmm, withdrawal symptom of coffee???

Urgh

Screw me!

My shift today was 6pm-10pm

We left at 5pm or so

I was afraid I would be late man

But thank God, I was just in time

=)

Man, Ken was driving and then it was kinda jam

He wanted to stop at the main entrance

So since it was so jam, he asked Kinn to takeover cause he was gonna get down at the middle of the road and in the middle of a congestion!

LOL

So he got off, and I got off and Kinn climbed over to the driver's seat

This is crazy

Haha

But I like it

LOL

=)

Work was fine

Saw Azarul and his sister

Then when I was going home, I saw Jacqueline and Ivin

Alright, enough for now

I'm having headache

Urgh

You know, sometimes customers so just a pin in the ass

Sorry to say this

Well, I know I am a customer at times too when I go shopping or whatever

But some, *I didn't say all* customers, are really rude, annoying and iritating and noob?!

LOL

Forgive me for being so straightforward and rude at the same time

I'm not rude actually

Just being honest and straightforward and speaking my mind

Which always results in people judging us in a very negative way

When it all started from just by being honest and telling the truth

Which is why people say, the truth always hurts

And when you tell the truth, you get hurt afterwards

Forget it

Anyway

Like I said, some customers really get to your nerve

LOL

Whatever

I like being in your room

I like being close to you

I like wearing your shirt

I wanna listen to your heartbeat

I wanna kick the blankets away because it's just fun

LOL

I like that

=)

PS. Pan Mee tomorrow? =)

xoxo

you never failed to surprise me

29th January 2010

Friday

My day was great

Terrific?

I guess

It has been this way lately

=)

So I was at his house

And he started playing dota with Andy

And he asked me to play, which I don't even know what the whole game is all about

Yeah, I know, monsters? Killings? Destroying one another?

LOL

Screw me

Then I said I dunno how to play

"Kay la, I play. You watch me play."

Fine, then

I sat beside him and watched him play

And I was becoming so cold and my feet were so cold too, close to numbness

I went to sleep

I mean, just behind him only right?

Not that I was gonna climb up to your bed above to sleep or what

So, he played, and I slept

Dammit, do I really look like a babi to him?

I always go to his room and sleep

LOL

Hee

Fine, don't wanna sleep already lo

But seriously, it's really comfortable sleeping in his room what

What with his scent some more

=)

Later, he seemed to stop playing already and started disturbing me

As always

And I was sleeping and he was shaking me by my shoulders as though I was dead

And I told him, "I'm not dead.", even though he continued to shake me?

LOL

And knowing my weakness at being scared of tickles?

That is so not good to me man

Hee

And I was lying on my back and you were clamping my hands to the bed and pushing down on me

OMG

That was, nice?

Screw me!

=)

ATTENTION : THIS IS U-RATED

=)

Fine, get over that!

Then we left for Pav

His mum couldn't follow because she was out?

But before that I thought it was because she had to handle that so-called makeover thing?

Never mind

Anyway

Yeah, we watched a movie today

Seems like it's been a long time since we last watched movie

DUH?!

This is like, so not true because for almost all the times we went out, I could tell we definitely watched movies!

Haha

And it was so hard to choose what movie to watch this time because apparently, we've watched most of the movies

Like, almost all the English movies?

Except for Legion

I thought of asking him that

I mean, why didn't we watch Legion instead of Black Ransom?

Well, yeah, I was the one who said Legion wasn't getting good feedbacks from the public and I thought it's boring also

And I told him earlier about that

But he seemed to wanna watch it so much?

LOL

I dunno

I'm sorry

But I was sleeping, and not really that alert?, when you asked me wanna watch Black Ransom or not

I mean, I was still in a blurry state man!

Screw me

=)

Then when someone was awake and another one was pretending to sleep, only I thought of watching Legion

LOL!

Hee

Never mind

Not really wanna watch it anyway

I'm fine with anything

=)

So we watched Black Ransom

Honestly, I am so not into Hong Kong chinese or cantonese movies

Hmm, chinese movies maybe still fine la

I mean, depedns on what kinda movies

Black Ransom

He showed me the trailer

And, bascially, it's kinda like, about crimes and kidnapping and the killings in the end

I mean, come on, most Hong Kong gangster movies are almost the same right?

And predictable

Really

Well, enough of the movie

Because halfway through, I almost fell asleep

Hee

Well, not really because of the movie also la

I was having a headache

Really

It just happened suddenly

It was so pain

So I just rested

And was disturbed again

Yes, again

As always

=)

Finished watching the movie

And headed for PappaRich

By the way, Dome seems much more expensive than Starbucks man!

Like, totally?!?!?!

I didn't know that okay?

But I do realise it's something classy like Starbucks also

But I just didn't expect it to be even more costly than Starbucks!!!

LOL

Don't blame me for your 9 bucks ice lemon tea because clearly, I had suggested quite some places to makan before the movie

And assuming you won't even think of Food Republic, I named many others as well

Anf you said you didn't wanna go down

Seriously, why cannot go down?

And, Dome?

Really really really spoilt brat

If I'd known about what Dome's standard was, I would rather we went to Starbucks

Sorry, baby, Starbucks is now finer with me

=)

PS. The scent lingers on. =)

PPS. Imagining me with 6 packs is just like imagining me eating banana very willingly and happily. Get that? LOL

xoxo

when you just enjoy that haste

29th January 2010

Friday

Surprisingly, I am off today as well

I was at the Gardens yesterday when Edd phoned me and told me this, "Good news for you! You're off tomorrow."

"Tomorrow?"

"Yes, then you come and work on Saturday and Sunday la."

"Oh, okay!"

"You going anywhere on Sunday or not?"

"No ah."

"No la, tell me honestly wan."

"No, really."

"Then okay la, see on on Saturday, 6 to 10 also la. Don't miss me ah."

"I won't. Haha."

So, there you go

Off for another day

I mean, I got 3 off days straight in a week man!

The benefits of working part time?

LOL

Hee

So as usual, I set 5 alarms

He said his badminton training finished at 9am or something la

So, at least gotta give me an hour to get ready and stuff right?

Hello?

Girls need at least half an hour to get ready for the day what

And I am so not exclusive of that man

=)

Spare me

Hee

Give me 45 minutes and I'll be done by then

=)

But then, I ended up waking up at 8.15am

Hee

Screw me

LOL

Come on, I couldn't wake up okay?

Not that I didn't wanna wake up or what

I was tired?

Damn, I slept at 12 last night

Like, seriously?

Duh?!

Hee

And by the time he messaged me, I actually just finished bathing

Literally, yeah!

My hair was still wet

Really

Haha

Whatever

And now, I'm at his house

Blogging

=)

While he's busy playing his PSP

Urgh

Screw him

Hee

=)

Went for breakfast with him together with Andy before we came back to his house

And Andy was off to be a one-day driver

=)

Hmm

Wondering what's next

As in, for today?

=)

PS. Bathe before you lay your hands on me. =)

xoxo

when some things make vast difference

28th January 2010

Thursday

Off day for me today as well

=)

So I woke up at 7am

Damn it, I mentioned I had a sleepless night right?

Urgh

Anyway

Got up at 7am

And it was about 9.15am or so when I left home

Then I was feeling so damn sick man

OMG

He fetched me to McD nearby his house

And shit!

I kinda scalded *burnt?* my tongue when drinking that freaking hot milo!

=/

Thank God

I was feeling a lot better after my breakfast

=)

Then headed to his home

I was kinda worried that his mum would be offended I did not take those beans

Hee

Then his parents went out and I went to his room to have a nap

Damn, I was so, umm, not feeling well what

Flu?

OMG

I didn't really dose off but at least got some rest

Thank God

=)

Damn, he was so, caring?

I didn't know he was that caring?

Count that as one of the good list of yours

=)

I like it when you stroked my face

I like it when you covered me with blanket everytime I shifted my sleeping position

LOL

I like to know that you were always beside me when I was sleeping

=)

Then went out to the Gardens at about 1+?

Together with his mum and Ken

Went to Sushi Zanmai

OMG

Seriously, I think I've been living kinda luxuriously lately

Amd that is totally not good for me

I am becoming so spoilt

And, I feel bad that his mum is spending on me also and him as well?

Dammit!

Screw me

Then he wanted to go to Adidas

Okay

And he seemed to want that tee he saw at Pav Adidas so badly

I thought of asking the staff there but he insisted not to

You really want that shirt huh?

=(

We'll get it then

And also, we played that football set while waiting for his mum and him, trying clothes

At first, it was Ken and his mum who started playing

Then after that, him mum asked him to try on some shirts and then Ken was like, "Come Claira!"

Okay!

Let's play!

Hee

Damn, it was fun

Haha

Then Kinn came and helped me

By the way, that football set is called fussball table

Info from Kinn

=)

I had to admit, he was kinda good at that

=)

Then went to redeem dunno what was that

I totally had no idea

And some spoilt brat I know just got himself a credit card

Man, what do you call that if not spoilt?

=)

And saw Ling Ling

Man, she earns 100 bucks per day!

And me?

I am so envious of her!

Haha

=)

Then off to Lacrossee or something?

Seriously, isn't that brand Croc?

Cause there was a crocodile, I mean, as its logo

I wanted to ask him that question but I thought I would sound so damn foolish to him

Hee

Went back to his home

Damn it

Screw me now

I am so not used to going home so early now

OMG

I'm becoming more spoilt each day

=(

And you know what

I bought a cake for my dad's birthday

It is today

28th January

Don't think I forgot about it

I did not okay?

Well, not that anyone cares anyway

I bought the cake

Thought of giving him a surprise and eating the cake after I've bathed and eaten dinner

But then, disappointingly and unfortunately, he went out

And I thought he just went out for awhile

But no

I asked Hsing Hyii

And he said he won't be coming home tonight

Okay, fine

I get that

Where else right?

Whatever

And screw me completely

I feel so, outcasted?

In my own family?

Okay, firstly, maybe it's my fault

Yeah, totally my fault

I alienated myself from them and has always been cooped up in my own room

Okay, my fault

I won't exist any longer in this own family of mine anymore I guess

Whatever

I'm so not self-pitying okay?

I'm really fine

By the way

It was a Black Forest cake

I love Black Forest

Probably my favourite cake

=)

This year is so different

And this coming Chinese New Year will be absolutely different from the previous years

No more baking cookies together

No more buying new clothes together

No more looking forward to wearing new clothes on the first day of CNY

Whatever

I don't care!

Or maybe I just pretend not to

Besides, pretense is the best act

=)

PS. I like his scent. =)

xoxo

and that spells, I-N-S-O-M-N-I-A

28th January 2010

Thursday

Dammit

I had an almost sleepless night man

Seriously

I can't does off easily last night when I went to bed

Then I woke up in the middle of the night

And when I checked my phone, it was 2.55am something

Close to 3am!

OMG

And that totally reminded me of Paranormal Activity

Geez

Although it sounded absurd and ridiculous, I was kinda linking it to Paranormal Activity and quickly forced myself to sleep

LOL

Then slept for a little while

But wasn't all so comfortable though

I really couldn't dose off man!

I didn't eat chocolate or drink coffee the night before, how could I possibly not be able to sleep???

Urgh

Screw me

Then the second time I woke up

It was 5.55am or something

Close to 6am

Okay, another hour to go before my alarm goes off

I didn't wanna get up from bed first

I was sleepy and tired but I just couldn't sleep

What the hell was I thinking man?!

OMG

Geez

It's been quite some time since I had sleepless nights like this

=(

There was once when I really couldn't sleep all night and still had school the next day

Urgh

Wasn't really tired at school but when I came back home, I think I could sleep like a dead log

LOL

Consequences of my sleepless night

Headache

Flu

I always have flu whenever I do not have enough sleep

So if you caught me sneezing for countless times, you sould know what got me into that state

Hee

And my eyes seem to feel like they were swollen to me

Urgh

And tired eyes

=(

This is so not a good feeling I tell you

Sucks

Hopefully I'll be fine for the day

Urgh

Or else it will totally ruin my day man

=/

I just finished a cuppa coffee

Hopefully it works

OMG

Screw me

PS. Dad's birthday, what to get for him? Hmm

xoxo

relishing you

27th January 2010

Wednesday

Okay

Today I'm off

And will be off for 2 days

Today and tomorrow la duh?

Haha

So, I set 5 alarms, 7am, 7.15am, 7.30am, 7.45am and 8am

And I turned off the almost all alarms before the 8am one

Which meant, I still couldn't get up to the wake-up call alarms

Urgh

Screw me

And when the alarm for 8am came, I tell you I could almost turn it off and dose back to sleep

But because there were plans for the day, so I gotta make myself get up

And after I bathe only I realised I didn't have to get up that early actually

So, what the hell now

Screw me!

Haha

Didn't have breakfast at home

But seriously, such spontaneity early in the morning when I was barely fresh yet?

And just asked me to come down from my condo and leave for the day?

And when I still hadn't figure out what to wear and where to go and what the hell I was thinking which led me to his 'plans'???

LOL

Whatever

And screw Andy

I asked him why is he going to the badminton court?

He said to lepak

Okay, then he took his racket and he said he was gonna play badminton

I said with who?

With the wall

I was like, you serious?

And he said, "Serious la!"

And I took that as a seriously serious answer

Then when he dropped Andy off at the badminton stadium, only I realised both of them were lying to me

Urgh!

He took Andy back to the badminton stadium is cause Andy's car was there

LOL

Screw me!

That doesn't make me noob in any way man

Then went back to his house

OMG

I didn't know he has dogs

And not just one dog, but 3 dogs!

OMG

But then, I kinda find them cute and I think I like them now

Hee

His room was, everything, everything that I would definitely wish for

His bed

His closet

And that kinda mattress and blankets

Dammit!

I like his room

LOL

=)

And he said we had to leave at 12pm or so

Together with his brother, Ken

And while waiting for them to come back from breakfast, I went up to his bed

*I said went up because his bed was literally above!*

And he was playing Dota

Fine

Then I went down

And he was still playing dota

And then I took his ssg year book to see

Done with 2 year books and he was still playing

And after Dota, time for PSP then

Good

I was so ignored and abandoned

Like, totally?

I didn't mention this until we were at Pav

Duh?!

I am so unimportant

So I slept

And not only did he play games but after that, he even read that Ghost Hunters book he just bought yesterday

And I was further ignored!

Fine!!!

Sleep time!

Well, at least someone still cared

I like you beside me when I was sleeping

I like the way you stroked my hair

I like the way you pulled me closer

I like the idea that you were just right next to me

I think I could feel you watching me sleeping

*lol*

But still like it

=)

Enough of that here

Hee

Then left for Pav

Makan at Wong Kok

And I couldn't even finish my spaghetti

It was so damn filling man

I was full to the brim!

OMG!

Then Ken went off with his friend, Jennifer I suppose

While he and I went jalan2

Supposedly to do CNY shopping

Hee

Not me, but him

Got himself a Converse tee though

Damn, that tee was nice

=)

And went fro a drink at Old Town before leaving Pav

It wasn't that late yet actually

And I didn't wanna go home yet

Lol

Screw me

Left Pav at 5pm

Then fetched Ken and his friend to a nearby Hainan cafe at Pandan Indah

Or was it Pandan Jaya?

LOL

I always mix up these both

Haha

And then off to his house again

=)

Dammit

My house had a black out

I mean like, the whole condo area at Sri Permaisuri?

LOL

And had a cold shower in the dark

Not to mention a romantic candlelit dinner

LOL

Thank God electricity came back before 10pm

Or else I won't even be blogging here I tell you

Hee

Gosh

I am so rude

At least, I feel so rude

I mean, I turned down the offer, although not directly, to his mum's generous giving

=(

Screw me screw me screw me!!!

I was so damn freaking rude!!!

=(

I offended her

=(

What else?

Nothing?

LOL

I am so unimportant

To my family

To you?

Urgh

Whatever

Screw me

And why do you have to be so spoilt?

Hee

Treat your maid better la

Duh?!

=)

Screw my life

Hmm

PS. What I want from you is what you promised. Though your promises are assuring, but allow me the chance for doubts too. =/

PPS. Your scent lingers. =)

xoxo

when all you wanna say is, FML!

26th January 2010

Tuesday

Okay

So today's shift, 6pm-10pm

Weird or strange or whatever abnormal terms you wanna use for it

It's just, unusual?

LOL

Anyway

I had plenty of time

Well, not that plenty actually

My so-called appointment for my dental screening or whatever you wanna name it was at 2pm

Yeah, right, 2pm

Went there and was considered early

But the jam at the premise itself and the time it took us to find a parking space took up almost half an hour

Urgh

Screw it

Then we didn't know which department we should go to

And yeah, blame me for not asking!

Urgh

Screw me now

Whatever

Then went to another department

I forgot what was the name

And actually started waiting at close to 3pm

Urgh

Then waited so damn long and then only the attendant gave the card to the dentist

Darn!

Whatever

Not in the mood to talk about the details

Just that, I was lucky and I still am because I don't have to wait longer than the usual and had actually skipped the 'queue' to postgrads

If you understand what I mean, that is

Never mind

So it was almost 4pm when I was on my way to Pav

And thoughtof asking him to come to Pav but better not

It's a waste of time and money and energy!

=)

And besides, won't have much time left anyway

So, better not

Forget it

And then wasted 1 hour plus at the Times

Before I went to buy a yoghurt drink which was my lunch or high tea?

LOL

No idea

By the way, I think I will stop eating so much and skip my lunch like I used to

And no more over-eating

I guess I am gonna put on more and more weigh if I continue this way

And this means, I am now past the rapid growth phase

Screw me!

I still remember my biology man!

=)

So from now on, I should eat less

Hee

That's right

And has always been

=)

Work was fine

I was damn freaking cold and my hands were numb thanks to the yoghurt drink

LOL

For no reason I'm blaming the health drink

Haha

Don't wanna talk about work la

Lazy

Oh yeah!

Xin zhong and wai seng came and visit me!!!

Hee

Long time didn't see them lo

=)

And Xin zhong bought a tee from PA!

Hee

Thanks yeah!

=)

No nice dishes for dinner tonight

I dunno what to eat

Just bread with peanut butter

Whatever

And my stomach always masuk angin la these few days

Urgh

It makes me feel so uncomfortable man!

Whatever

PS. Edd said Legion wasn't that nice. What next? LOL

xoxo

when something catches you

25th January 2010

Monday

Yes, it is another week now

And the last week before February starts

Man, how time flies

And I think I could still remember quite clearly the times during our SPM examination and how I used to think we had to bore ourselves for the next 3 months, expecting these 3 months to pass so slowly

But I really didn't think it would pass so fast either

If it passes fast, then we could meet our NS friends

If slowly, then, I dunno? Bored to death?

Not literally though

Haha

Anyway

Had work today also

Today's shift was 2pm-10pm

Hmm, I guess I'm liking noon shift more now

I dunno

Maybe because I don't have to wake up so early and rushing here and there in the morning?

But coming back home late

Is tiring too

But never mind

I'm working on it

Real hard

=)

Thank God

Work was fine

Everything was working it out

And Edd told me he had to change my shift for the next few days to come

Before January ends

So from being 5pm-10pm, now it will be 6pm-10pm

How 'cool' is that?

People finish work and that is when I just start to work?

LOL

And this morning, I had a call from UH

That hospital

And the dental department called me and told me to come for the appointment tomorrow at 2pm

I mean, not really an appointment

Just, they're doing some kinda research for bracers

And if their research fits whoever that is suitable for their bracers, then they're the lucky ones

So I went there to check the last month and I was put on the waiting list

So they said they would call within 6 months

And this morning, they called me

It's not guaranteed I will get that bracers

But, whatever, just go and check and see if it fits me

=)

And thank God!

It's as though God knows what I had a problem with and He made way for me!

Thank You so much

=)

And supposedly, like I said, my shift has been changed to 6pm so I won't have to worry being late for work due to the check-up and stuff

Thank God so much!

=)

And I'm kinda sorry that I couldn't spend time with him before work tomorrow?

Urgh

So sorry

=(

Anyway

I had burger at Subway during my break

I went to Carlo's or something

Dunno what the name is

I wanted to try it

And damn, it was expensive like hell

I mean, just for a burger?

LOL
Whatever

Screw me

I really gotta start bringing back food to work now!

Urgh!

Not that Subway is cheap either

Why Pav doesn't have McD?

If they have McD, their business would be so damn good, I'm telling ya!

Take my word for it!

I will be the first one to visit them!

Long time since I've eaten McD

=(

Oh yeah!

Almost left out something!

Hee

I was on my way to work

Just disembarked the monorail

And was about to cross the street

And it was when I reached the opposite side, someone honked me!

I looked back and, what the hell?!

He was there?

LOL!!!

I mean, he was in the car, on the street, right in front of me, and just honked me???

I saw him, he saw me, I saw him waving at me and then I smiled at him and then waved back at him and then I walked away

I mean, what do you expect me to do?

Jump into your car?

We were both in the middle of the street man!

I'm so sorry

When you asked, "So?", it seemed like, I hadn't done the right thing

Urgh

Screw me!

Whataver

And I was smiling all the way to Pav

=)

*not that you would ever know if I hadn't posted it here*

Damn, I need to save money

I cannot spend so much

I'm spending way more than I earn man!

Dammit!

Screw me inside out!

=)

PS. Next off days are on 27th and 28th, not 28th and 29th. Sorry, my mistake. =)

xoxo

and that awkwardness?

24th January 2010

Sunday

Okay

So I kinda woke up at 8+, almost 9am

And then, the second time I woke up and checked my phone, the time showed that it was 10am already

I was like, what the hell?

I thought I woke at 9am?

Urgh

Screw me

Anyway

Not morning shift also

My shift today was 5pm-10pm

And another busy day

Yeah

Customers, so many of them

Fitting room, was on duty for 2 hours

Earlier in the day

I went online

Saw his status as 'away'

Okay, fine

And he didn't find me until I find him?

Urgh

Fine too

Whatever

Then it was so damn cold between us?

Urgh, I hate that feeling

That situation

That condition

That whatever-you-wanna-call-it

I said I might wanna go to Mid Valley and I thought you would say you wanna come along or whatever is appropriate

But you didn't even ask until I asked

LOL?!

Fine, my fault

Then fetched me and went to Mid Valley together

And I thought you will say something?

But none?

Somebody please be so merciful to break that icy silence!!!

It was killing me man!

=(

And why is it that I had to ask, "Are you not gonna talk to me?" only you would start talking to me?

Screw me!

Urgh

Got some brochures for HELP

Hmm, I guess I might be going to HELP and not TARC

I guess so

God help me

=(

Then went to Pav

Yeah, it was kinda a waste of time and money

I mean, we just went to Mid Valley to get some brochures and then we were off to Pav?

LOL
Spoilt brat

Old Town or Wong Kok?

Be it Old Town then

I actually wanted to eat that Rendang chicken rice something

But I also wanted to try something different

Hmm, never mind

That Rendang was really nice

I tried that before

Love it

=)

Then went to the Times

Again

When you asked, "Here again?", it's similar to me asking, "Starbucks again?"

Now you get it huh?

=)

So I was reading this book

I've read it before actually

Not the front part though

It's about hauntings

And then you were reading this book about ghost hunters?

Urgh

Can you please please pleaseee don't ever tryna do those stuff???

I am so begging you right now

Seriously, those stuff are never safe to be interfered with!

=(

PS. CNY shopping?

xoxo