you've left me speechless

10th February 2010

Wednesday

I can't believe I just got a "no" as an answer

Not mad but just feeling so disappointed

Whatever

Anyway

I met quite a number of friends today

First off, was Andy and his girlfriend

And then, Derek and his girlfriend

And then, Yew Phin *most unexpected!*

And then an old friend, from CP, but I've forgotten his name already

LOL

And also saw Mei Hsia, but she was actually visiting Fion

But because Fion was at PA counter at that time, so I saw her too

And also. during my lunch break, I saw Oja

I think so

Wasn't entirely sure it was him or not

Or maybe I saw wrongly

LOL

And also Stephanie and her boyfriend

Just a little while ago

There was this lady customer

A foreigner

She motioned for me to serve her

Apparently, she wanted to look at the bags on display that were on the top shelf

So I got it for me

I tried to but I had some kinda difficulty taking the bag down

So Heng helped me

But I still served the customer

And then after seeing that bag from the top shelf, she didn't want it and instead, she looked at another blue bag located below

And she enquired about the price

And then looked at another bag

And also asked me about the price

And then she asked me to put those 2 bags aside because she wanna buy them

I asked her if she wanted to buy them now or what cause I thought she wanted to reserve or something and never before had I come across anyone buying 2 bags at the same time

LOL

The latter was totally outta logic!

Haha

Anyway

The reason she told me to put those aside first was because she still wanted to try on some clothes at the fitting room

Okay then

I told her I'll bring her new ones from the store

And for goodness' sake, she was in the fitting room like so damn long man

I really dunno what she was doing in there

I mean, I wasn't the one who was on guard of the fitting room at that time la

But damn, she took so long

Okay fine

I took new ones for her and even opened up all the plastics and stuff

And even pasted the stickers

And then when her daughter or friend or whoever that girl was went to the fitting room to find that lady

She even asked me to bring those bags cause she wanna show them to the other girl

Let's just assume she was her daughter alright?

And then they were talking for so damn freaking long in I dunno what language was that

And I was just feeling like a real mannequin, holding up the bags for this demanding lady

Urgh!!!

Really gets on my nerve!

Fine, I was being patient

Really patient

And then after she came out from the fitting room *FINALLY!*

She and her daughter called me again and wanted to see another bag

Okay, I took it for them

And they asked about the price again and I told them but after telling them and showing them the bag, they didn't even seem to have any freaking interest in it

Then why the hell asked me to bring it down man?!

Urgh!

Screw them totally man!

What the hell

Fine, alright

Patient

So finally, she has decided to take the big blue bag

The really huge one

Then I gave it to her to check it

And then she realised that it came with another outer cover

Like, another bag for the real bag

LOL

Get me?

So she realised it

And she asked me if she could have another cover

She 'explained' that she had bought a bag almost similar to the one she was gonna buy but she wasn't given a cover for that bag she bought

So I told her really nicely that actually the cover only comes with the bag and we really cannot give another one to you

So she was like, you go and ask first

Then I told her again that it cannot work that way

And then she said this, "You go ask first, go ask!"

I was like, WTF man!

I didn't say it out la of course

Duh?!

But I was feeling really frustrated aalready man!

What the hell

But my emotions were totally under perfect control!

=)

*proud of myself*

Then I asked Edd they all and he said just give her another cover

Okay fine

I went into the store and could only managed to find a smaller one

Not as big as the bag she was gonna buy

So Asrul came in and helped me

And he said just give the small one to her

I took it to her and she was like, this is smaller than the bag, can it fit?

I was like, obviously no? But you can't possibly expect me to say that to her right?

DUH?!

So I was spared from answering

Cause Edd was there and he answered her, telling her that the cover only comes with the bag and we cannot simply give another one just like that

And I think Edd told her that twice before she finally said, "Fine."

Lady, I think you got some serious attitude problem here

=)

Man, I like what I'm saying

LOL!

And all the while, I was like, kept telling myself this, "Sabar, sabar."

I was really patient man!

Like, seriously?

I was even smiling

LOL

Whatever

Screw her

And then guess what?

When it was close to 10 or so

Heng, who just came back from the counter I suppose, told me this, "Your customer didn't buy that bag, she just left it at the counter."

I wasn't really mad or something

But I was kinda frustrated

A little

But nonetheless, I felt nothing

I mean, it's your problem you don't wanna buy it

Or maybe she didn't wanna buy it was because we didn't give her another cover

Whatever!

Like I care!

Duh?!

That wasn't all

Just now, as my mum and I were waiting for the lift

She said that my grandpa mentioned to her that he was worried if I'm being cheated of money

I mean, where did all that come from man?

And she even asked me if I'm being cheated of money

Urgh

Come on man!

For that, I was impatient

Of course I said no straight away man!

She said my grandpa said so because I didn't buy any CNY clothes and because of that, he thought that I've no money

URGH!

Imagine that

I've been working the whole day and coming home, I even had to face this kinda question

Give me a break man!

This is what you call worried?

I think distrust is more like it

Seriously

Whatever man

And when I signed in Facebook just now

I saw Wei Wen's status

And just only then that it reminded me of a message I received today from my CP junior

And I kinda ignored that message

But seeing Wei Wen's status, it all became so unreal

An old classmate of mine has just passed away

This is so unbelievable man!

I still dunno what had happened

From what I could gather was that, she had committed suicide

That is really scary

=(

God bless her soul

=(

And at the end of the day

All I wanted was to talk to someone about what had happened and how my day had been and just random stuff

But I guess it's not that important anyway

Fine, whatever

So, conclusion?

I have no idea

Whatever

Screw my day

Don't get me wrong, I still enjoy my work a lot

Oh gos

I need help right now

Is it me or what?

My fault

It has always been I guess

I'm demanding, selfish, inconsiderate, intolerant, not understanding

I suck being a girlfriend

That's all I could say for now

xoxo