i wish i could change things

12th February 2010

Friday

I had a hard day

Or to be exact, I had a hard evening

Starting from the instant I got off from the monorail station on my way home

And if this sounds incredible to you, it was unbelievable to me

I kid you not

The queue of people lining up to buy tickets stretched out farther down after the station's main entrance

Gosh!

That was utterly absurd man!

I looked at it and I was like, what the hell?!

How long would I have to wait to buy my ticket home man?!

URGH!

And my plan to go to Jusco Maluri has just seen a dead end

No more going to Jusco now

I mean, look at the queue man!

Better head for home right away

That was just the beginning

After I've reached home and bathed

Okay

This was worse

The worst part of my day I guess?

I got another lecture from my mum

Huh?

I'm tired of it all

And I don't intend to write about it anyhow

Just that, I am rude, irresponsible, always do as I wish, disrespectful and everything except good

Enough of all that

How it hurts me to just stare at the screen of my phone and had to ignore his phone call

And not just once but twice

And all I could do was just stare and ignore and do nothing about it

I felt so terrible

Just when I wish I could talk to you, I had to ignore it

I didn't mean to

I'm so sorry

=(

xoxo