hoping against hope

28th February 2010

Sunday

Do I seem like I'm hoping against hope?

Hoping for something that would never ever happen?

Well, at least not that high a percentage of happening?

But I just have to believe right?

That's what it's all about?

Or fate?

Man, I don't even know if I really do believe in fate

Seriously

Hmm, or maybe to me, fate is blessing

I guess so

*wink*

So the thing is

Now I have officially (well, not really officially), stop working temporarily

Not on weekdays anymore but only on weekends

And the main concern is, I won't even have another chance to see him if he visits PCS (Padini Concept Store) again

=(

Hopefully we could meet some time later

Like, weekends?

*wink!!!*

And I guess I'm just hopelessly plain crazy

Well, I always have right?

LOL

Gosh, I walked almost the whole of Pav during break yesterday just to have a faint hope of bumping into him

Haha

Yeah, I know, it was like what people call, looking for a needle in a haystack

Something like that

I don't exactly remember it okay?

Just, something that sounds like that la

Duh?

Haha

Damn, I can't believe I'm not gonna work anymore

I mean, for weekdays

And what now?

I'm so lost right now

=(

God help me

xoxo