let's be random, for once!

I need to brush up on my manual-driving skills. Urgh, I mati engine-ed twice last night when driving Teh Chen's car. Uh-uh, no good.

I need to get a grip with it.

Every week, lemme practice. =D

Now, I'm motivated to go for badminton every Saturday just so I can drive Teh Chen's car. =P

Though I may be troubled and upset with all those bloody not-supposed-to-be-upset shit, I still do. But you are my comfort. =)

x x x 

should've said no

You know the good thing about IHC is that I can now use terms that I don't commonly use in communication.

And now, I'm using another of those terms.

Accommodating.

I think I tend to accommodate too much and too easily sometimes.

Suppressing own's needs just because you do not want to hurt the other person's feelings or cause them to feel offended?

I never knew I would actually take this so seriously. But yes, it matters. It matters a lot.

And yes, I am really disappointed and perhaps angry with myself too, at times.

Need a hug so badly. ='(

x x x

history replayed

Look! You see it? Look very very carefully.

Dude, it's Titanic 2!

It's THE Titanic 2 peeps!

I never expected much outta this sequel after I watched the trailer though. It was like, everything but what Titanic is all about. Well, blame it on the fixed mindset I've had had ever since I watched the original Titanic movie. So yeah, did not give any high expectations from the sequel. 

Somewhat a lil prejudice too actually. =P

Alright, let's compare, shall we?

Titanic vs Titanic 2.

Titanic 2 is half of its predecessor's time length. And therefore, not much details into the characters and stuff. The special effects, totally blew me off man. Um, in a negative way, sorta. They were so fake okay? The iceberg and glaciers breaking off, totally fake. The titanic sailing on the surface of Atlantic, fake. Seriously, those effects- CGI is it?- so unreal. But then, some were better off towards the end especially when the first and second wave of the tsunami hit the vessel. *whistles*

Too bad, there wasn't much of a lovey-dovey romance in the movie as much as the original did. No artsy drawings, if you know what I mean. No, 'I jump, you jump' thingy. Oh yes, and one more thing, the ship did not break in half and therefore, no sinking shown. Blame it on the time. Limit?

The ending was just that brief. =S

But I guess it wasn't a bad movie after all. One thing terrific was the suspension. Seriously, their suspension kills man. No joke. My heart almost skipped a beat for every single suspension that hit. That's the utmost element I like about this movie.

Overall, I wouldn't say this is better than Titanic but it's still worth watching. Hmm, I guess my initial perception of this movie was not that accurate after all. =P

Watch it, peeps. Absolutely worth your 1 1/2 hours' time.

"Looks like history's repeating itself."

x x x 

the surge is back

I know I already have an auto.

But.

I drove Teh Chen's car after badminton just now. And since I started that, all others followed suit. And ended up we took turns driving everyone's car. =D

Awesome us!

And and and, I want a manual car. So so so badly now. =(

I wanna drive one. Like Wei Ming said, it's so 'yeng' and yes, I admit, it totally makes a girl who drives manual cars freakingly cool. =D

 I want a manual car!!!

Jeez, should've requested for a manual instead of auto last time. Oops, my bad to complain. =P

MANUAL!!!

x x x

hey cousin bro

2 hours sitting down at the car workshop, waiting patiently for him to service my car while juggling with other customers at the same time too.

As I watch him attend to every one of his incoming customers, a smile lit up my face. 

He's so different now.

He has grown up. Physically and mentally.

His hands skillful with the tools.

And to think deeper, I am in no comparison with him.

And yes, he drove me in his former Kelisa which has now become mine, up to 140km/h just to prove that the car's in good condition.

He has become stronger and tougher due to the loss.

I admire him.

I respect him.

I adore him.

Sometimes I wish I could have a big brother that could protect me and talk to me and understand me. Ahh, how I wish.

x x x

glimpse into the comms, perhaps?

So we visited The Star's Media Hub in Shah Alam.

It was H-U-G-E!

Glad I made the trip. =) Totally worth my 8 bucks. But too bad they didn't allow us to snap pictures of the printing processes and machines thing.

I was like, "I want! I want!" for the tag. =D

The Glee pose that Michelle resisted so much. =P

Believably the future journalists. =)

Us with Mr Winston aka the IMCOMM lecturer. =D Lots of sound effects and by far the most 'in' "teacher" I ever had. 

With Ms Siow, our IHC lecturer. Scary at times, always indirectly imply that we should read the text book. =P Yet, she intrigues me much.

Can we have a trip to Astro next time? I soooo wanna see how it is in broadcast stations and radio stations and stuff like that. =D Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee? =)

x x x

not being the okayy me

No, I wasn't okay. I am not entirely okay yet. Okayy?

This has been by far the worst week ever in my college history. Yes, it sucks big time.

I should have insisted.

I should have voiced out.

I should not have assumed.

I should not have think everything will be fine.

I should not have done it last minute.

I should not have stressed myself. 

But I did. And it sucks much.

Never have I felt as if I've dropped into a bottomless pit and never gonna resurface. 

You weren't there when I needed you so much.

Help me through, dear God. 

I should never have said I was not stress.

x x x