i'm a survivor

15th December 2009

Tuesday

Met Yi ting to take pui sing's 38 bucks

Then took a bus

Man, I'm really grateful to God

He has been helping me a lot

Really

Thank God

=)

I was gonna wait for a bus

And I wasn't even at a bus station yet

I mean, there wasn't any actual bus station la

But for that [articular station, the bus will just stop somewhere near there la

Ala, faham faham la

Hee

And at that time, the bus was coming the opposite direction

Yet, the bus driver saw me and kinda like, signalled to me if I was gonna board the bus

So I signalled back to him and man, he really stopped at the opposite side of the street and waited for me

Man, there are still some good people out there

I believe so

=)

I really don't like this new system

I mean, the old one you can reuse the bus ticket you know

Now, you have to always buy new tickets whenever you board a rapidkl bus

I prefer the old system

Hmm

Spent so much money on transport already

=/

Then went to Maluri station

Waited for pui sing

And I thought she was late

When in fact, she was actually waiting inside

Lol

I was outside

Hee

Never mind

Then I said I wasn't going back yet

I wanted to look for a job at jusco

You know, maybe I could get one

So she said she would just come with me

Maybe she would work with me too

Hee

Then went to MPH

Hmm

Too bad for me

They wanted someone who can read, write and speak English

Pui sing can

But I can't

=(

It's okay

Maybe she'll take that offer

Then we thought of being a promoter

You know, jusco promoter

The clothes department and stuff you know

But that person at the information counter told us there would be an interview at 3-3.30pm

But it wasn't 2 pm yet by that time

Well, almost 2pm actually

Hee

Then I was like, why not we go to times square Borders?

Man, I didn't expect her to agree with that?

Lol

Hee

Thanks

Took a bus again and went to times square

Gosh

I thought it was on the spot procedure you know

I mean like, you see the manager and then he or she will tell you whether you're hired there and then or not

But no

It wasn't the way it is

We filled up forms and then they just told us that they'll have to call us back

Hmm

Okay

And I thought I could really get a job and maybe have a little surprise for my mum

=/

Too bad

Then we went for a walk

Btw, when we just walked out of Borders, we saw someone

I mean, a few someone

Hee

Guess who?

xD

The belated birthday boy and bryan and ivan and nicholas

Hmm

No sign of Nigel

Man, it feels like it's been a long time since I've seen him

Lol

xD

And you know what???

They didn't even change their clothes

Okay

Exceptional for ivan and bryan

But Luen???

They stayed overnight in his house what

Not the other way round

Still don't wanna change his clothes ke?

Hee

Never mind never mind

Still like that birthday feeling

I totally get that

Man, that feeling really feels awesome you know

You just wish it won't go away so fast

=)

Then we went our separate ways

Dunno where they went

Me and pui sing walked or maybe window shopping

Hee

Around 4pm like that

We went home

Man, it started to rain you know

We didn't take LRT

I dunno

I felt like taking bus and so did pui sing

Too tired

I dunno why I felt so tired

Really

=/

Am I weak or what?

Then I took a bus

Hopefully she would reach home safe and sound

Hee

=)

And on my way home, in the bus

My mum texted me

So she was at Jusco

Good

Then I'll just drop by at jusco and we could go home together

Hee

Guess who I saw at jusco???

Mun ping!!!

Omg

Seriously, he's been growing taller and taller!!!

It was like, so hard to talk to him

Cause I really got to reach that so-high eye level of his!

Haha

But good to see him

Really miss them lots!

Hee

=)

But it totally sucked when I came home

I mean

It was still okay

Until he asked me bout it

Asked me where I went

Out

Where?

Jusco

My friend was just returning my books

So now where're you working?

Mum's office?

When are you starting work?

Not now yet. I'm gonna rest first

So how about your studies?

See first

Fck!

Just as I said that 'see first', he was like, don't tell me you see first or what, if you insist on your choice then you're wasting my time

Excuse me???

For your information, you're the one that is wasting my time!

You talked to me bout such stupid stuff a day before my exam?

And not only once but twice

And when I was halfway through my breakfast?

Seriously, can't you be more sensible?

I know I'm being rude

I just can't help it

If you want me to respect you, then you should also show some respect

This is my life if you're still unaware of it

So respect my choices

If you really want thr best for me, then show some respect and give support like my mum does

Not objecting to something that I like

And seriously, be grateful that I do not give you any trouble at all!

If a heated argument is on its way here

So be it

I'll be 18 soon anyway

You really make my life miserable

I can still survive

Family?

I always hide myself in my room?

Yeah right

So true

Cause since years ago, I already feel like I don't belong here

I've been keeping it low and I asked nothing from you but you should have some respect too

If you're sensible enough, that is

Forgive me God for being rude

I am not making fun

My life

My choice

You don't decide it

Thank you a lot!

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo