ended and begins

8th December 2009

Tuesday

SPM is so over baby!!!

Yeah!!!

Chemistry was our last paper

Well, not actually

Mine should be perdagangan

But I dropped it anyway

I mean, I chose to absent on that day

Cause I didn't wanna take it anymore?

Lol

So, yeah

My SPM result slip will have 2 THs already

Hee

So SPM is over!!!

Omg

Man, it's really unbelievable man!

I mean, seriously

When it started

It was really unbelievable

Now that it has finally ended

It's even more unbelievable man!

Totally incredulous

I mean, come on, we've studied 2 years and it has finally came to this

My 2 years meant form 4 and form 5 okay?

Hee

It's still so clear in my mind you know

I mean, it was like, it seemed like just yesterday was SPM's first day

Really

And man, time flies so really fast you know

Before SPM started, we were like, dreading it to come

And still thought that we had much time before the real SPM comes

And then when it was nearing

And starting already

We were thinking, why is it so slow?

Man, those 3 weeks were kinda killing us you know

Totally

But then

Now it's, over

I mean, no more man

Before this

We think of SPM like, something important and that we had to achieve it and that was kinda like the force that drives us everyday you know

I dunno

Maybe I just felt that way

And our everday routine for sure covered studies

And all this while

Our lives were like, planned out for us already

Monday to friday

School

Then homework

Tuition

You know, all that stuff

But man, what now?

Is it me thinking tooooo much or does everyone else feels that same way?

Cause to be honest, this kinda thinking really freaks me out man

I am being so honest right now okay?

Seriously

I mean, SPM has been the pushing force that made us study everyday

And then now SPM is over

I mean

I guess what I'm trying to say, or at least I think I'm trying to say is that

*Hang on. Lemme think for awhile. Been away just now and forgotten what I was trying to say. LOL!*

Okay

I remembred now

Lol

Hee

Sorree

xD

I mean

What I was trying to say is that

I feel like as though

Something massive and utterly important is missing from my life you know

I feel it man

Right now

It's like, something is slowly going away from my life

There'll be no more high school days like we used to

No more everyday-meeting-friends that feeling

No more dreading the what the next period will be

No more waiting fo the bell to go off

Man, we were soo used to the school bell and so longed for the last bell to go off

So we could go home

You know, that going-home bell

Lol

Man, why didn't we appreciate that more?

Hmm

Now, there's not even a bell ring to tell us the time or the next period or time for recess or time to go home or time to line up for assembly

Shit!

Assembly!

Now we can't hear teachers' speech

Can't hear that, "Skrang, marilah kte bersama-sama nyanyikan lagu Negaraku diikuti dgn lagu skolh dng kuat dan pnuh bersemangat"

No more man

Man, as I'm blogging right now

I really feel like crying

It didn't feel that way on our graduation day

Not even the last day of school for the others

And definitely not even the last day of our SPM

But why am I feeling it right now?

I feel, that sense of lost you know

Something's gone

It's missing

It feels kinda, empty?

Yeah, that's the word for it I guess

Gone

Lost

Empty

We'll not have as much fun as we used to

Not as crazee as we used to

Not as childish as we used to

Come on, childish is fun man!

Not as playful as we used to

Not as naughty as we used to

Not as immature as we could be

Not as high school as we lived it

Am I being sober now?

Man

Don't feel awkward

I'm sure some of you

Or maybe many of you feel that somehow

I'm just expressing it here

Somehow

It's kinda scary you know

High school ends here

SPM is history now

One chapter of our life ends

And a new chapter begins

I wanna say that I really love my friends a lot

I wanna tell them I really appreciate them a lot

And to my old friends, I still remember you guys

And I didn't forget you all

And I will never forget you all

I like the times we spent together

Like those memories we had together

Sweet or bitter

That doesn't matter

I like how we helped each other out

I like how we ejek each other

I like everyday seeing you guys

I like joking around with you guys

I like listening to your complaints or grumbles or frustrations

Or when you're in a good mood, I like listening to how happy you are and what made you so happy

I like gossiping with you, even though I know gossiping is so not a good habit

I like the way we jumped around

Fool around

Just for the sake of fun you know

And just for the sake of doing it

Cochrane perkasa

Where I started high school

Jia huei

Yi tyng

Li ping

Su munn

Sue teng

Ee leng

Ting sen

Moong

Loke

Wai kit

En hao

Ga hao

Mun ping

Kum hoh

Chee sam

Ben

Mira

Yao wei

Nandini

Arng

Yao kuan

Wei teng

Yi lyn

You all still at CP

I really really really miss you all a lot!

And I'll never ever forget about UG!

Ms Chooi also!!!

Hee

=)

Cochrane

Pui sing

Khye vern

Luen

Nigel

Bryan

Joey

Yern yerng

Thirah

Nur athirah

Izzah

Akmar

Ash

Syafira

Renn

Sen lin

Chang yi

Kevin

Kang khuen

Boon wai

*Although seldom talk to them. Lol. Still friends. =)*

Denesh!!!

Haha

KJ

Jiang kai

Wei leong

Ivan

And everyone I seldome talk to, or never even talked to or always talked to

I still treat you all as friends

Really

And I do really appreciate your presence in my life

I really never regret meeting you and knowing you all

Chee hoe

Mei jin

Steph

Yee kit

Jo ann

Pui yeng

Suan zi

Kee lin

Yi ting

Bruce aka Chuck Bass!

Haha

Kok leong

Imam *dunno what's his name. lol. Pn Sumarni's son.*

Ch'ng Ee

Junaidi

Aidil

Amir

Asyraf

Shit!

I'm really gonna list all out

Fitri

Fathul

Fudzail

Oja

Arif

Amir Panod

Haziq

Fadhli

Mark

Hee

Zarul

Bariq

Nazmi

Pang

Syamil

Muhammad!!!

Haha

And Mey!!!

I'll remember you!

Haha

Man, I will really miss you all so so so much!

And I really hope our friendship will last even after high school and stuff you know

I mean, now that we have Facebook and MSN and myspace and stuff you know

I'm serious

Lol

We can still stay in touch right?

Omg

Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee stay in touch

Can I ask something?

Hmm

Can we all still remain as friends after this?

Can I remember you as my friend?

Can I continue to bug you after this?

Can I still chat with you all?

Can I still be your friend?

Can I?

I love you all

Everyone I know of

I appreciate you all

Please

Stay as friends

I love you guys too much to let you all go!

=)

Always will be remembred

Cochrane Perkasa 2005-2007

Cochrane 2008-2009

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo