breaking free

3rd December 2009

Thursday

Second last day for SPM

Can you believe it???

I mean, seriously, can you really believe SPM is gonna end soon when all this while we've been like, omg, when is it gonna end?

Get me?

It's like, unbelievable

It's unbelievable that SPM really started and it's even more unbelievable that SPM is ending in like, a few more days?

Gosh

I came home today

Around 4 something

And seriously, I totally had no mood to study

I mean, I know it's chemistry next week

And for sure, I know I gotta study

But man, I just didn't feel like it you know

In fact, I felt kinda free today

I mean, very free

I came home, took my shower, didn't eat cause it was already close to dinner time but ended up having a not-so-dinner like dinner

Get me?

Lol

Never mind

So from just now, after school, until now

My pc is on

Totally ON

And I've been online from just now till now

Omg

Really cannot believe this!

It felt totally free you know

Kinda relaxing

No, it's very relaxing!

And it kinda makes me wonder about my days after SPM

What am I gonna do?

I mean, I can't simply be going out every single day right?

Yet I can't just stay home and online from morning till night

Yeah, of course I'll be working, but after work hours?

Or maybe when I'm not working?

Man, my life ahead is like, completely different you know

There'll be no more schooling

At least not the same as high school like we used to

Will really be facing the world

The true real world

Omg

Sounds kinda, grown up?

Sometimes I really can't help but dread not to grow up

Kinda scary too you know

Hmm

Days after SPM

My life will really take a 180 degrees change

Totally

xoxo just for you

claira.xoxo