Finals are, over. I'm not feeling especially over the moon or any of that kinda feelings. Idk if it actually had anymore impact on me apart from finally getting a two-week break before starting all over again. And that's, the end of Semester 1 of my Foundation year. Time flies, ain't it? Guess I couldn't have agreed more.
Do I sound emo? Jeez, such a long time before that word just came to me. I'm not being sad or emo now, but I might be sometimes for no specific reasons. And I clearly dunno why am I talking about this right now. And I thought this was supposed to be a happy-after-finals blog. Screw that.
I feel, pathetic sometimes. It's ironic sometimes, you know. I feel like a loner sometimes. It's not to say that I don't have any friends or what, but when I come to think of it, it's just, everything just doesn't fit into the pieces that it is supposed to be. I have friends, oh yes I do. But it's just, sometimes I long for a girl friend that I can talk anything with. Don't feel sorry for me, it's not what I'm asking for.
That's why to me, it feels so much easier to have a guy friend than to have a girl friend. Damn, this feels awful now.
But anyway, I just fell ill on the last day of finals. How awesome that is.
And I really really really wanted to go to that prom so so so badly and was extremely looking forward to it. *sighs* Nothing else I can say. ='(
Hoping you'll have the best of times though. =')
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